Last year I fell in love with a girl and we had an incredible time together. Sadly things didn't work out and after attempting at various points since August to become good friends I finally cut off all contact with her about six weeks ago. She said that she couldn't get over me and I knew it was the best way because I was convinced that no matter how much we wanted it the way it was it probably wouldn't ever be and it was argument after argument, doing neither of us any good. Since then I've lost the anger I had towards her and I'm now going insane missing her. I remembered telling a friend while she and I were together that I thought she was the one I'd stay with forever and in all honesty I still haven't met anyone who even comes close. I have one close friend who says I should get in touch with her, that maybe we can work it out. My problem is that I was the one who cut off contact, she didn't want to. As far as I know, she's met someone else, or is getting on with her life and becoming happy again, I'm scared to spoil that. I suppose I'm asking the older, wiser members of the board what I should do. Indulge myself and risk hurting her more? Stick by the clear decision I made six weeks ago? Hope that fate brings us back together again? Have you ever been in a similar situation, if so- what did you do? This by far the whiniest thing I've ever done in public..