As some of you know, I had an otherwise healthy uncle drop dead of a heart attack on Thursday. Well yesterday afternoon was the reading of his last will and testament.
Some quick background: The deceased was thrice-divorced who fathered two children that did not make it to their first birthday. So he left three surviving siblings (two pre-deceased him) and 12 nephews and nieces. My cousins have 19 children between them so far . All of the family is biologically related except me (adopted at 40 days old). I was begrudgingly accepted by all apparently until the birth of my brother when I was three. At that point no one in the family, except my parents, had any use for me. My uncle (the deceased) and one aunt were the exceptions. Infact my uncle used to go out of his way to make sure that everyone knew that I was his favorite.
So, Uncle is dead and the vultures have gathered to hear about the disposal of his significant assets. The will, which was updated in January 2009, is read. The bulk of the estate is to be equally distributed amongst his 12 nephews and nieces. All is fine to this point. Next comes the distribution of personal mementos/family heirlooms that were in his possession. Everyone got something EXCEPT FOR ME. No explanation provided, I just was not on the list. Of course some members of the family are upset that he left me anything at all (my grandparents left trust funds for all their grandchildren-except me).
At this point I am sitting there in utter shock, here I thought that he was one of the very few people in the extended family who accepted me and considered me one of their own. I seriously feel like I have been knifed in the heart. I just dont know what to do and how to react. I have to pretend that I do not care for my dads sake (he has a list of medical problems a mile long and I do not want to burden him), and although he loves me very much, my brother understands where the family is coming from. Living on the other side of the planet for the last few years, I thought I had finally moved on from wanting the familys acceptance but I guess I was wrong.
This is a very long post but I just wanted to vent. Thanks for listening
Some quick background: The deceased was thrice-divorced who fathered two children that did not make it to their first birthday. So he left three surviving siblings (two pre-deceased him) and 12 nephews and nieces. My cousins have 19 children between them so far . All of the family is biologically related except me (adopted at 40 days old). I was begrudgingly accepted by all apparently until the birth of my brother when I was three. At that point no one in the family, except my parents, had any use for me. My uncle (the deceased) and one aunt were the exceptions. Infact my uncle used to go out of his way to make sure that everyone knew that I was his favorite.
So, Uncle is dead and the vultures have gathered to hear about the disposal of his significant assets. The will, which was updated in January 2009, is read. The bulk of the estate is to be equally distributed amongst his 12 nephews and nieces. All is fine to this point. Next comes the distribution of personal mementos/family heirlooms that were in his possession. Everyone got something EXCEPT FOR ME. No explanation provided, I just was not on the list. Of course some members of the family are upset that he left me anything at all (my grandparents left trust funds for all their grandchildren-except me).
At this point I am sitting there in utter shock, here I thought that he was one of the very few people in the extended family who accepted me and considered me one of their own. I seriously feel like I have been knifed in the heart. I just dont know what to do and how to react. I have to pretend that I do not care for my dads sake (he has a list of medical problems a mile long and I do not want to burden him), and although he loves me very much, my brother understands where the family is coming from. Living on the other side of the planet for the last few years, I thought I had finally moved on from wanting the familys acceptance but I guess I was wrong.
This is a very long post but I just wanted to vent. Thanks for listening