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I'll try and make this as short as possible. A few months after I turned 19 I broke up with my gf. Being single I wanted to explore some urges I had. I'd always had an urge to give oral to a big cock...I have no idea why. I guess you can't really control what you're into. I loved women, and I wasn't attracted to men AT ALL...except for cocks lol. Anyway, being single, and in general just really awkward around girls made me want to explore my urge. I turned to craigslist- this was back in its heyday after all. Anyway, after a few months of periodically checking craigslist, I decided to sporadically post- maybe once every month or so. After breaking up with my gf I really started to hit the gym hard, so by this time I was somewhere between thin and muscular physically, and I was gaining confidence. I described myself, mentioned I was inexperienced, and that I wanted ONE hung guy who was nice, STD free, could host, and would be okay with just letting me suck him. I also mentioned I I wasn't into anything else, and that I truly didn't care about looks, weight, age, or anything else physical. I was surprised by the amount of responses I'd recieve each time, but they'd usually be one liners, guys who were average down below/clearly didn't bother to read my little paragraph, guys who would say they were 8 but looked closer to 6 in their pictures, had no pics, or guys I recognized because they posted every day...literally.
After a few tries I finally thought I had a match. Someone sent a decently written response with great, clear pictures. His name was Tony, he was in his early 50's, looked like a biker sort of- bald, goatee, heavyset, with a great cock. I'm an absolute sucker (pun intended
) for comparison pics. One of the first pics he sent was his cock next to a soda can and I couldn't help but salivate. He also said he thought we were a great match because he mostly was just into women as well, but with men he only liked getting sucked. Perfect, I thought! We exchanged emails a few times, and agreed to meet on the weekend. I chickened out though- I emailed him the night before and said I didn't think I could do it, and that I was sorry. At this point in my life even though the thought of meeting excited me like crazy, I also didn't want to have any homosexual urges, even though I knew they were there. I guess I was ashamed. This was about 10 years ago, so the social climate was a lot different too if it helps explain things.
To my surprise, Tony was very understanding. He sent a nice email saying to let him know if I changed my mind, but that it was totally okay. He said that we could even just email, or slow things down a lot. I said just emailing would be great! We ended up emailing a few times a week- we'd discuss our week, just shoot the shit about football, what girls we thought we were hot, past experiences with women, straight porn we liked, a little dirty talk, and sending each other pics. I wish I still had his pics- he said he was 9 long, and 7.5 girth (he was realistically about 7.5 long and maybe 6.5in girth, still huge). I didn't believe the original size he gave but from his pics I could see he was BIG, especially his girth. In particular I could see his head was enormous too. My favorite pics he sent were comparing his cock to soda cans from different angles, beer bottles, his cock wearing a watch, his huge head next a doorknob (I still can't look at doorknobs the same to this day, lol), almost dwarfing it, his huge head trying go to into an empty toilet paper roll and not even coming close, his cock with a bunch of quarters on it, going into a coffee mug, and lastly flaccid but still big, and the aftermath of a huge load be blew. He also sent some of his shaved balls, where he'd hold an egg and have it next to one of his balls. His balls were huge too! I'd just send him body pictures mostly. After I flaked he did want a pic of me with a random phrase written on paper every now to prove I was real, and I didn't mind providing it honestly.
It must've been a Monday or Sunday night, but we happened to email a few times that day. I remember him asking what my ideal scenario would be if we met- to spare no detail because he wanted to know exactly what I wanted and liked. To sum it up, I said my perfect encounter would be: he wouldn't cum for a week or two leading up to our meeting (no idea why, but knowing he'd be really horny, with a huge load is just the biggest turn on for me), we could throw some straight porn on, and he'd let me just orally worship him for a bit, just taking my time and enjoying sucking my first big cock, and then sucking him for as long as it took to make him cum. I told him I wanted to make him cum, and that he wouldn't be allowed to jerk off or help me. He said that would be hot, and he'd love to make it happen- he asked if we could meet that weekend, but if I didn't want to he understood. I turned 20 by this time, and he hadn't been pushy or anything like that...plus he had a great (big) cock, ha. I couldn't resist and said I'd promise not to flake this time. I said I owed him for not meeting up last time. We agreed on Saturday morning and it was all set.
Finally, Saturday came. As he opened the door to his place, I was really nervous, but also probably more excited sexually than I have ever been. He was shorter than me by a bit (I'm 6 ft, so I'd guess he was maybe 5'8), chubby, and wasn't very good looking- but to me that was actually a turn on... not to sound full of myself, but it made me feel better to be sort of "out of his league" based on pure looks, and that physically it was all about his cock. He told me to have a seat and gestured toward the couch after we shook hands. I sat, and he said "hey, you made it!" With a big grin across his face. "I made it! Haha" I sheepishly said. He had a basketball game on and we made some small talk. He was slowly inching closer to me every minute or two on the couch, until we were really close.
"You wanna watch some porn?" He said.
"Sure" I said and smiled.
"Cool, I have a playlist of some of your favorites. We should be good for a couple hours" he said as he winked.
As he got up I could see his bulge almost ripping through his sweats, with his cock pressed to the side, sticking out further than his thigh.
"You look so nervous!" He laughed.
"Sorry, I am pretty nervous" I laughed back.
"You want me to give you a massage?" He suggested.
"Can I give you one instead?" I countered.
"That sounds great" he said, turning over on the couch, face down.
I climbed up on top of him, and rubbed his back and shoulders for maybe 5 minutes. I got off so he could turn over, and he said his thighs have been sore. I moved down to his thighs, rubbing slowly and deeply, but from the second he turned over I couldn't take my eyes off his bulge, still clearly visible, almost erupting from his sweats. I tried to stay calm. At this point in my life I hadn't had much luck with girls, I was more of a late bloomer. From the very few experiences I'd had I knew being teased felt incredible, so I slowly worked my way toward his bulge and started to slowly rub with both hands.
Oh yeah" he said as he smiled.
"Jeez, it feels like you have a soda can in your pants" I said, half happy, and half a little scared to be honest...how was I supposed to suck something this big? I was grabbing around his head and I couldn't get my hand around him.
"Look my hands won't even go around you!" I said.
"Don't worry, it's the pants that's making it feel a little bigger...you'll be able to do it, trust me"
"O...okay" I said. I was still rubbing, and grabbing, and slowly jerking his cock through his sweats. I started to lick, and suck on parts of his cock even with his sweats on. I went to pull his waistband down to let his huge cock out and and got them off, exposing his beautiful, huge, thick cock. I got undressed, until I was just in my boxer briefs. He was a true 7.5 or so in length, but his girth was just insane- I think it was really 6-6.5 inches thick, with a shape that was really unique- about halfway he curved really far to one side, and his head was the biggest part of his cock, with a HUGE mushroom head. The part where it flares out (the edges of the head, and even just below his head was really thick too) really protruded. The thinnest part was actually at the base. This was so much bigger than the other guy I played with, and it dwarfed mine.
I started slowly and gently licking the sides of his cock, tracing the big, powerful veins that ran along it. I spent a few minutes on them before I went to the center of his cock, tracing from the base to where it meets the head, and licking where they meet for a while.
"Ugh yeah, you're a little tease" he said with a smile.
I worked down to his shaved, huge balls and he let out some groans of pleasure as I slowly licked, nursed, and suckled them. I took turns getting each one on my mouth as I stroked his cock slowly with one hand. I couldn't believe how hard, and how heavy his cock felt. With the curve of it, if I stroked him toward the opposite direction of his curve and let go, his cock almost violently swung back, going back down to it's normal resting place against his side/leg area. I finally began licking his fat head, swirling my tongue around it, and softly taking him into my mouth. He let out a loud, pleasured moan and rested his hand on my head.
I nursed his head with my mouth a while, then I started using one of my hands to cradle and caress his balls, and the other to grip the base of his cock, sometimes slowly stroking too. I was more turned on than I'd ever been sucking his fat, thick cock right now. He moaned loudly every now and then as I sucked, and eventually started to grab my ass.
"Mmmm" I moaned as I took his fat head in my mouth and slowly stroked.
He stood up, and moved to a different spot a few feet away. I followed him, on my knees.
"Come here, so I can watch" he said smiling, and motioned to a big, full body mirror on the wall. I obeyed and went back to work, licking and sucking his balls a while before going back to his head. In my mind I thought I was giving him world class head, and that it really wasn't too hard, lol. I didn't know what the big deal was, I'd always heard huge cocks were really hard to suck. It still felt incredibly hot having his fat cock in my mouth, and I was already leaking a ton of pre cum. Just as I was congratulating myself he said "let's see you go a little further".
Just then I realized that all this time, I hadn't even gotten past his head! The way his head was shaped made it easy to suck the tip, but just thinking about opening wide enough to get the whole head past my lips would be quite the task. I naturally have a smaller mouth- it wasn't uncommon for me to see girls who were like 5 feet tall that had bigger mouths than me lol.
"I don't think I can go very far but I'll try...but I just realized I haven't even gone past your head!" I shyly said. He laughed and said "that's okay, you're doing good. Let's see how far you can go". I tried to go past his head a few times and just got past it, but he grimaced and said to watch my teeth. I apologized and he said "let me help you, just open wide...as wide as you can". I obeyed and put my hands on his legs, and said "ohhh yeahhh" as he slowly thrusted his fat cock into my mouth. I was able to get maybe 2 inches past his head, and if he thrusted more I'd gag and have to pull away. Every now and then he'd have to remind me to open wide. I peeked at the mirror a few times, and he had the biggest smile on his face as he watched me struggle. He was almost laughing even. I almost came in my underwear thinking about how me struggling was borderline funny to him. If a girl just touched my cock at that point in my life I was trying everything in my power to not cum lol, and here I was sucking a huge cock for probably 20 minutes already and he was laughing. The way his fat head filled my mouth was something I didn't expect when I'd be horny and practicing on a banana or something at home, lol.
I kept my mouth agape and he would slowly thrust his fat cock in, trying to get a little more in each time. Eventually I got maybe another inch past his head, but it was a mouthful! I must've been inching back little by little when I needed to catch my breath, because all of a sudden I noticed I was essentially against the wall.
"You have nowhere to go now" he said as he smiled. I let out a faint little laugh and then opened wide as his fat cock came toward me, and into my mouth again. He cradled the back of my head as it rested against the wall, and since he didn't want me to use my hands, just by instinct I'd try and hold him off a little when he thrusted in my mouth too far (since I knew I'd gag), so he grabbed my arms, raised them above my head and then held them with one hand, very tightly and firmly, and then grabbed the back of my head with his other hand as he thrusted his fat cock into my mouth again. This time he wanted to see how far he could go each time, but after a few times I had to take a break from gagging, and my jaw was starting to get a little sore. As I gathered myself again, and got the tears out of my eyes I could see his huge grin again.
"Let me give you a little break" he said, and sat back on the couch. I sat next to him, leaned over, and started to suck and jerk him, also playing with his balls, sometimes licking them. He just kicked back and moaned, and let me worship him for maybe 10 minutes.
Then he wanted me to sit against the couch now, on the ground, as he stood over me, ready to plunge his fat cock into my mouth again. He'd call me a stud or say I looked so hot every once in a while. He held my head and continued to slowly thrust into me, trying to go as deep as he could. It looked like maybe a few inches past his head was all that i was going to be able to do
. Make no mistake about it, he was absolutely orally dominating me at this point. At any time he wanted all he had to do was elongate his thrust even a little and he knew he'd gag me. Even though my eyes were teary, my jaw was sore from opening as wide as I could, and I was out of breath, submitting to his fat cock had turned me on more than anything in my life.
After a few tries I finally thought I had a match. Someone sent a decently written response with great, clear pictures. His name was Tony, he was in his early 50's, looked like a biker sort of- bald, goatee, heavyset, with a great cock. I'm an absolute sucker (pun intended
To my surprise, Tony was very understanding. He sent a nice email saying to let him know if I changed my mind, but that it was totally okay. He said that we could even just email, or slow things down a lot. I said just emailing would be great! We ended up emailing a few times a week- we'd discuss our week, just shoot the shit about football, what girls we thought we were hot, past experiences with women, straight porn we liked, a little dirty talk, and sending each other pics. I wish I still had his pics- he said he was 9 long, and 7.5 girth (he was realistically about 7.5 long and maybe 6.5in girth, still huge). I didn't believe the original size he gave but from his pics I could see he was BIG, especially his girth. In particular I could see his head was enormous too. My favorite pics he sent were comparing his cock to soda cans from different angles, beer bottles, his cock wearing a watch, his huge head next a doorknob (I still can't look at doorknobs the same to this day, lol), almost dwarfing it, his huge head trying go to into an empty toilet paper roll and not even coming close, his cock with a bunch of quarters on it, going into a coffee mug, and lastly flaccid but still big, and the aftermath of a huge load be blew. He also sent some of his shaved balls, where he'd hold an egg and have it next to one of his balls. His balls were huge too! I'd just send him body pictures mostly. After I flaked he did want a pic of me with a random phrase written on paper every now to prove I was real, and I didn't mind providing it honestly.
It must've been a Monday or Sunday night, but we happened to email a few times that day. I remember him asking what my ideal scenario would be if we met- to spare no detail because he wanted to know exactly what I wanted and liked. To sum it up, I said my perfect encounter would be: he wouldn't cum for a week or two leading up to our meeting (no idea why, but knowing he'd be really horny, with a huge load is just the biggest turn on for me), we could throw some straight porn on, and he'd let me just orally worship him for a bit, just taking my time and enjoying sucking my first big cock, and then sucking him for as long as it took to make him cum. I told him I wanted to make him cum, and that he wouldn't be allowed to jerk off or help me. He said that would be hot, and he'd love to make it happen- he asked if we could meet that weekend, but if I didn't want to he understood. I turned 20 by this time, and he hadn't been pushy or anything like that...plus he had a great (big) cock, ha. I couldn't resist and said I'd promise not to flake this time. I said I owed him for not meeting up last time. We agreed on Saturday morning and it was all set.
Finally, Saturday came. As he opened the door to his place, I was really nervous, but also probably more excited sexually than I have ever been. He was shorter than me by a bit (I'm 6 ft, so I'd guess he was maybe 5'8), chubby, and wasn't very good looking- but to me that was actually a turn on... not to sound full of myself, but it made me feel better to be sort of "out of his league" based on pure looks, and that physically it was all about his cock. He told me to have a seat and gestured toward the couch after we shook hands. I sat, and he said "hey, you made it!" With a big grin across his face. "I made it! Haha" I sheepishly said. He had a basketball game on and we made some small talk. He was slowly inching closer to me every minute or two on the couch, until we were really close.
"You wanna watch some porn?" He said.
"Sure" I said and smiled.
"Cool, I have a playlist of some of your favorites. We should be good for a couple hours" he said as he winked.
As he got up I could see his bulge almost ripping through his sweats, with his cock pressed to the side, sticking out further than his thigh.
"You look so nervous!" He laughed.
"Sorry, I am pretty nervous" I laughed back.
"You want me to give you a massage?" He suggested.
"Can I give you one instead?" I countered.
"That sounds great" he said, turning over on the couch, face down.
I climbed up on top of him, and rubbed his back and shoulders for maybe 5 minutes. I got off so he could turn over, and he said his thighs have been sore. I moved down to his thighs, rubbing slowly and deeply, but from the second he turned over I couldn't take my eyes off his bulge, still clearly visible, almost erupting from his sweats. I tried to stay calm. At this point in my life I hadn't had much luck with girls, I was more of a late bloomer. From the very few experiences I'd had I knew being teased felt incredible, so I slowly worked my way toward his bulge and started to slowly rub with both hands.
Oh yeah" he said as he smiled.
"Jeez, it feels like you have a soda can in your pants" I said, half happy, and half a little scared to be honest...how was I supposed to suck something this big? I was grabbing around his head and I couldn't get my hand around him.
"Look my hands won't even go around you!" I said.
"Don't worry, it's the pants that's making it feel a little bigger...you'll be able to do it, trust me"
"O...okay" I said. I was still rubbing, and grabbing, and slowly jerking his cock through his sweats. I started to lick, and suck on parts of his cock even with his sweats on. I went to pull his waistband down to let his huge cock out and and got them off, exposing his beautiful, huge, thick cock. I got undressed, until I was just in my boxer briefs. He was a true 7.5 or so in length, but his girth was just insane- I think it was really 6-6.5 inches thick, with a shape that was really unique- about halfway he curved really far to one side, and his head was the biggest part of his cock, with a HUGE mushroom head. The part where it flares out (the edges of the head, and even just below his head was really thick too) really protruded. The thinnest part was actually at the base. This was so much bigger than the other guy I played with, and it dwarfed mine.
I started slowly and gently licking the sides of his cock, tracing the big, powerful veins that ran along it. I spent a few minutes on them before I went to the center of his cock, tracing from the base to where it meets the head, and licking where they meet for a while.
"Ugh yeah, you're a little tease" he said with a smile.
I worked down to his shaved, huge balls and he let out some groans of pleasure as I slowly licked, nursed, and suckled them. I took turns getting each one on my mouth as I stroked his cock slowly with one hand. I couldn't believe how hard, and how heavy his cock felt. With the curve of it, if I stroked him toward the opposite direction of his curve and let go, his cock almost violently swung back, going back down to it's normal resting place against his side/leg area. I finally began licking his fat head, swirling my tongue around it, and softly taking him into my mouth. He let out a loud, pleasured moan and rested his hand on my head.
I nursed his head with my mouth a while, then I started using one of my hands to cradle and caress his balls, and the other to grip the base of his cock, sometimes slowly stroking too. I was more turned on than I'd ever been sucking his fat, thick cock right now. He moaned loudly every now and then as I sucked, and eventually started to grab my ass.
"Mmmm" I moaned as I took his fat head in my mouth and slowly stroked.
He stood up, and moved to a different spot a few feet away. I followed him, on my knees.
"Come here, so I can watch" he said smiling, and motioned to a big, full body mirror on the wall. I obeyed and went back to work, licking and sucking his balls a while before going back to his head. In my mind I thought I was giving him world class head, and that it really wasn't too hard, lol. I didn't know what the big deal was, I'd always heard huge cocks were really hard to suck. It still felt incredibly hot having his fat cock in my mouth, and I was already leaking a ton of pre cum. Just as I was congratulating myself he said "let's see you go a little further".
Just then I realized that all this time, I hadn't even gotten past his head! The way his head was shaped made it easy to suck the tip, but just thinking about opening wide enough to get the whole head past my lips would be quite the task. I naturally have a smaller mouth- it wasn't uncommon for me to see girls who were like 5 feet tall that had bigger mouths than me lol.
"I don't think I can go very far but I'll try...but I just realized I haven't even gone past your head!" I shyly said. He laughed and said "that's okay, you're doing good. Let's see how far you can go". I tried to go past his head a few times and just got past it, but he grimaced and said to watch my teeth. I apologized and he said "let me help you, just open wide...as wide as you can". I obeyed and put my hands on his legs, and said "ohhh yeahhh" as he slowly thrusted his fat cock into my mouth. I was able to get maybe 2 inches past his head, and if he thrusted more I'd gag and have to pull away. Every now and then he'd have to remind me to open wide. I peeked at the mirror a few times, and he had the biggest smile on his face as he watched me struggle. He was almost laughing even. I almost came in my underwear thinking about how me struggling was borderline funny to him. If a girl just touched my cock at that point in my life I was trying everything in my power to not cum lol, and here I was sucking a huge cock for probably 20 minutes already and he was laughing. The way his fat head filled my mouth was something I didn't expect when I'd be horny and practicing on a banana or something at home, lol.
I kept my mouth agape and he would slowly thrust his fat cock in, trying to get a little more in each time. Eventually I got maybe another inch past his head, but it was a mouthful! I must've been inching back little by little when I needed to catch my breath, because all of a sudden I noticed I was essentially against the wall.
"You have nowhere to go now" he said as he smiled. I let out a faint little laugh and then opened wide as his fat cock came toward me, and into my mouth again. He cradled the back of my head as it rested against the wall, and since he didn't want me to use my hands, just by instinct I'd try and hold him off a little when he thrusted in my mouth too far (since I knew I'd gag), so he grabbed my arms, raised them above my head and then held them with one hand, very tightly and firmly, and then grabbed the back of my head with his other hand as he thrusted his fat cock into my mouth again. This time he wanted to see how far he could go each time, but after a few times I had to take a break from gagging, and my jaw was starting to get a little sore. As I gathered myself again, and got the tears out of my eyes I could see his huge grin again.
"Let me give you a little break" he said, and sat back on the couch. I sat next to him, leaned over, and started to suck and jerk him, also playing with his balls, sometimes licking them. He just kicked back and moaned, and let me worship him for maybe 10 minutes.
Then he wanted me to sit against the couch now, on the ground, as he stood over me, ready to plunge his fat cock into my mouth again. He'd call me a stud or say I looked so hot every once in a while. He held my head and continued to slowly thrust into me, trying to go as deep as he could. It looked like maybe a few inches past his head was all that i was going to be able to do