Hi. Sorry I know it's a long post... Ok, so I'm 20 years old. I've never had a girlfriend in my life, so I'm a virgin. I'm not ugly or anything, I'm just very very shy, and I have a shitload of other problems... I had a lot of crushes in high school, but never managed to take one to a next level. I tried to do that once, and got really bad. I acted like a total looser and the girl made fun of me. Since then I lost my self-confidence. I have another crush now. It's a girl from the internet. I asked for her live messenger ID on a social network and she gave it to me. Now the thing is that I don't know what to do. I told you about a "shitload of problems" I have. These problems are a serious factor of my low self confidence. First: I'm poor. I mean, I have enough money to eat, pay for bills and that's it. I can't work because I'm a student and I can't miss any class because they are very strict about this. So my mother is the only one who works (my parents are divorced by the way). So I'm thinking: "OK, I'm with this girl in a relationship, I don't have any money. I can't even take her out for a drink. How will I manage to stick with her." Two: I don't have a bathroom. Yes, I know, we are living in the 21st century. I think I'm the only one who doesn't have a bathroom and "warm water". It's very hard to wash myself. So I'm thinking: "What if she wants to come over to myplace? I don't even have a bathroom. And my wc is in a little room where you can't even turn around. What will she think about me?" I'm sick of being single, being a virgin, being a looser. I want to do what normal people do. I really feel that this girl is perfect for me. I don't want to blow it again. I don't know what to do. What would you do if you were in my place?