You guys are a bit weird tbh, so straight and dreaming about young studs... A bit funny tbh
For the record, Nubian identifies as 10% gay, so not entirely straight on his side.
If you want more insight into what I'm going through, it's below. But be forewarned, I'm one of those annoying people known as "intellectuals" who blab on and on.....
I'm just going through a phrase (hopefully it will last longer than a phase, actually), of very high self-esteem, which means loving what I am, which means loving maleness. I talk about it on this blog. A poster asked if I'm missing my meds. Funny, but no.
http://www.lpsg.org/blogs/henry-miller/the-spirituality-of-maleness-2217/
What I am experiencing, particularly on this thread, is something Jung would call "transpersonal."
transpersonal - Wiktionary On some psychological level, all of these young studs and their amazing cocks are not different from me. On some level, these amazing young men and their amazing cocks are
me. I had an experience a few days ago of realizing that on some psychological level there is only
one cock. This is quasi related to this thread:
http://www.lpsg.org/111767-brotherhood-of-the-male-gender.html
I think we simply live in such man-bashing days that it's strange to hear a man talk about how much he loves being a man.
There's just something awesome about knowing that others have what I have, and experience what I experience. And, oh, when I was the age that these young studs are, I didn't know I was a stud. I look back at pictures of myself at that point and realize, "I was a stud. I wish someone had told me." There's just something awesome about being able to tell these young studs that they are studs. On some level, I feel like I'm saying it to myself when I was their age.
About whether it's weird or not, I'm reminded of something mythology scholar Joseph Campbell once said: "Whatever you do is evil for someone." In that same vein, everything you do is "weird" to someone else. Some people would consider this whole forum to be "weird." Heck, some religious fundamentalists would even consider it "evil." To each their own. All I know is that what I'm experiencing lately is incredibly fuckin' intense and one of the most beautiful things I've ever experienced, and, well, I don't care if it looks weird. I'm too busy enjoying it. :biggrin1: (Have I mentioned that you're beautiful, Pieterjoke? Oh, yeah, I have. God, it felt good to tell you that.)
It's not that I'm missing my meds, as some other poster suggested, but that I'm in a daze 'cus I've found God: :biggrin1:
http://www.lpsg.org/113802-my-dick-gods-gift-world.html