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Today my psychotherapist and I had our last session after 4 years together. He has moved to Europe. I cried a lot during our last session. I told him everything, things that I have not revealed to another male in my life. I felt really ashamed of my tears as I was distraught but he was outwardly supportive. I would think that he was surprised at how upset I was. One shares so much with therapists and then they are gone. I feel like I have had a romantic relationship end. He is straight and I wish that I could find a man like him. I just need to share how painful this is. He listened to me for the past four years and suddenly he announces that he is leaving. I feel abandoned and rejected and am ashamed of these feelings.
I feel that I should be more mature but I'm heartbroken. I cannot go to a new therapist after this experience.
I feel that I should be more mature but I'm heartbroken. I cannot go to a new therapist after this experience.