I came out to my best guy friend, kind of on accident, about a month or so ago and i feel like thing will never be the same. We used to be really close but now there is a strong and vivid disconnect that makes me feel scared to come out to anybody else. I have come out to one of my best girl friends and she's alright with it, but the worse part about it is that he is straight and I am crazy about him. I swear sometimes he flirts with me, but I'm sure it's just wishful thinking. What should I do? Is there anything I can do? Not about the love thing, because I know that will never happen, but about the disconnect.