I was late to band practice three days ago and a new guy knew about this video. He decided to show me the video as retribution. They all pretended that it was innocuous. They tricked me into watching it. That night when I slept everytime I woke up I was thinking of that video. I jack off once a day usually. I have not since I saw that video. I probably will today, and that amazes me. But I have the expression of a zombie on my face, still. That was the most horrible shit I have ever seen. It makes two girls one cup look like Sesame Street. When someone does something like this to themselves, they are no longer human in my eyes..just garbage. It's sad really. Cause they are still human...just human garbage. Maybe its fake....I don't care.