Thought I was gay but now...

gabeh

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So here's my deal. I'm gay, or at least I thought I was gay. I like gay porn, I jerk off and think about guys. But tonight I had my first real gay encounter. I'm away on business and I thought it would be fun to meet up with a guy and suck him off.

I found a cute guy and we made plans. He said he was curious, really shy, but wanted to give it a try, just like myself. He came over, undressed, and let me suck his cock. I was enjoying it quite nice, and he was as well (he told me so). Then he started playing with me. I liked it, but not really. I had more fun just sucking dick. He came (on me), I didn't (at all). I felt and still feel bad, and hope I didn't ruin his curiosity. He was super cute and I did find him attractive.

On a side note, I have self esteem issues; I'm a husky Latino with an average uncut cock and grew up sheltered. I'm now 21 and just starting to experiment with guys. Maybe it was that I was afraid he wouldn't like me? Or that I wasn't good enough? I'm not sure what it was, I just couldn't stay erect. Anybody had a similar experience? Help?! :confused:
 

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you're totally fine. it happens. first time there's lots of stuff going on in your head. Nothing to worry about though, just keep going.
 
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