Time to come clean...

Discussion in 'Relationships, Discrimination, and Jealousy' started by Jerus, Sep 30, 2006.

  1. Jerus

    Jerus New Member

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    I'm not sure which forum this belongs in, so I'm going to write this here.

    I joined this forum a few months ago and made a intro post and a subsequent post about having sex with a girl. The thing is - none of this was true. I - like many other guys on here pretending to be hung - am just a-maybe-slightly-larger-than-average Joe of 7.5". So for that, I'm sorry.

    However, thats not really my confession.

    The thing is I've always been curious about big cocks, my only other male experiance was with a guy who was very well hung (9"). I paid my membership to look at you guys and then realised I was getting horny not at the thought of having a big cock, but of the thought of being dominated by a guy who was well hung and sucking his cock - and more. Up until then I'd never thought about anything other then girls! Ooops.

    In short, during my time on this forum I've gone from fantasisng about being well hung and giving it to a girl, to wanting to drop to my knees to worship and suck on a big cock. Hell, I might even post a picture of my ass on here because, as I found out for the first time the other day, it looks pretty hot when I bend over!

    I think I'm changing, but I like it!

    Forgive me?
     
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    Dude,
    Find your true self and be that.
    Jake
     
  3. jdcnow

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    With open arms :biggrin1: :smile:
     
  4. novice_btm

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    I'm sure there are plenty of dominant guys here that'll love hearing this.
     
  5. Mr. Snakey

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    Life is an adventure! Enjoy it!:smile:
     
  6. B_big dirigible

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    Sounds like the Penis Flytrap has struck again.
     
  7. tygrrr

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    Well, Jerus, what can I say... As long as you make amends - and it sounds like you are inclined to do just that - forgiveness may also be forthcoming :cool:
     
  8. HungUKProfessional

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    Enjoy yourself - just be safe. No need to ask for forgiveness! :smile:
     
  9. fortiesfun

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    Like the others, I don't really find discovering your sexuality something that needs to be confessed or forgiven. Especially if what you said was essentially true when you said it, but you are changing now. That is a pretty commom experience for men acknowledging their gay/bi side. More power to you.

    I hope you will look through some of the older threads about coming out. I am not making any assumptions at this point except that you could use more information than you currently seem to have. It might help you to see what men who have gradually accepted and eventually shared their sexuality went through, so that you have an idea what might lie ahead. Knowledge is power.

    Hope to hear more from you in the near future. Keep us posted about how it is going.
     
  10. Jerus

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    Thanks for the replys, I'm working on it!
     
  11. dolf250

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    I don't have much to say on the sexuality issue- you are who you are. As for fibbing about your size, please believe me when I tell you that you are not the first to do so on this site. The only difference is that many of the guy perpetuate the lie month after month and then photo shop a few pics, get busted and still maintain their original story. It is nice to see somebody telling the truth on their own. Enjoy your adventure here.
     
  12. SomeGuyOverThere

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    Forgive you? Well, ok, but bend over first...

    Seriously though, welcome to the lifelong trip of self-discovery!
     
  13. fratpack

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    Well, this is a support group so welcome and learn. You owned up to what you are feeling and there are several threads and many well spoken members here that can set a good example for you....as well as taking care of your butt. :cool:
     
  14. Heather LouAnna

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    A lot of people think that the internet is a fun place to lie and be someone else.

    But there truly is nothing like wholey being yourself.

    There are some things that you just don't say in person. There is a level of civility that needs to be held. Online though, you can say whatever the fuck you want.

    Online, I am myself. I say what I feel and think. I do not lie about anything. I am free.

    and...no. You are not forgiven because there's nothing to forgive. It's the internet. You don't know any of us. Don't beg forgiveness of strangers.
     
  15. D_Harvey Schmeckel

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    Jerus,

    Even at 7.5", according to the stats recently posted here, you are in the top 5% IIRC. But being just a tad larger (7.75" with a normal hardon, 8" with Viagra) I have had plenty of encounters with bigger 8+ guys. Good luck at finding a bigger dicked guy to play with. They're out there.

    NWNCCPL
     
  16. Aquaman

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    I don't know about being obsessed with another guy's dick, but lpsg makes me realize how many times I've been obsessed with my own and how many shitty things I've done to people out of arrogance.

    When I was in HS, I got in some trouble because I thought I was some bigtime playboy who could get any girl he wanted. I went out partying with some older kids and they left my dumbass in a park and I deserved it because I was a bigtime prick. So I'm crying like a fucking baby, lost! When a stranger took pity on me and helped me out, I repaid him by coming on to his wife who laughed in my face. I was pretty young but I guess I deserved that too.

    I'll cop to embellishing or tidying up some of the shit I've posted here and I'm not proud of it. Maybe I do it out of some sick need for attention -don't know. :confused: Anyway drooling over a bunch of dick pictures is nothing -actually 'being' a dick in real-life is 10x worse!
     
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    I'm proud of you. It sounds like a pretty drastic flip in terms of your sexual interest, but you're coming to grips with it and accepting it as something that you want rather than something to shy away from, fear, or self-loathe.
     
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    I'm a little put-off here. I've posted things similiar to what this fellow posted (the exception being I've *never* told an untruth about my phallus size....) but no one EVER told me they were proud of me. No one in my entire LIFE has told me to be proud of my 'gay/bi' side. Perhaps at 6.5" I just don't qualify for that.


     
  19. dolf250

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    First off I will congratulate you in the same way that I did Jerus and with the exact words. “I don't have much to say on the sexuality issue- you are who you are.” I do not know your circumstances, but if you are seeking help, advice, or support I would suggest starting a new thread and giving your exact circumstances. I am probably not the most supportive person when it comes to “coming out” and have no real advice to offer as I have not done so myself. There are, however, many people on this board who have gone through it or are presently going through it and I am certain would be more than supportive of you weather you are hung or not.
     
  20. B_Stronzo

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    Why do you want to be forgiven?
     
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