I don't know what's wrong with me... i am just tired of the awe factor.. I am tired of the fascination.. I am tired of the glazed over look after a girl finds out how big my cock is.. and then they turn into yes women.. Has anyone else experienced this? I don't really understand what I want.. I feel like I want a woman to just treat me lik crap... someone who hates my big cock and tells me so.. Is this submissive? S and M? I have never tried it.. but it seems like it might be what I am looking for.