I was wondering if anyone here knows anything about or has dealt with traumatic masturbation syndrome. For those of you who don't know this technically known as a condition that results from the practice of masturbating prone. In my case I started masturbating prone at a very young age (well before I could ever ejaculate) where I would lay on my stomache and "knead" myself against my body, specifically at the base. In a lot of people this results in certain rather terrible conditions such as inorgasmia or retarded ejaculation. I do believe I suffer from these conditions somewhat but they are almost a mixed blessing. I've found that my stamina is typically about 45 minutes to an hour during intercourse and I attiribute that mostly to intercourse providing somewhat less stimulation than prone masturbation. However, it also makes it very difficult to enjoy or orgasm from oral stimulation unless the person is VERY good, especially since most people seem to have jaw trouble with my girth after that long. I am almost certain that effect is due to my condition, however there are several other things that I have no way of proving yet theorize may also be related. I have a theory that the style of masturbation may have created a "jelqing" effect which resulted in my current size. I say this because I have a leftward curve (the direction I usually did that in) and my penis is actually significantly thicker towards the top than at the base. Additionally it seems as if size isn't something that runs on my father's side of the family, but it may on my mother's. Its also possible that this process resulted in my limited/less forceful ejaculations during standard masturbation. While I typically don't cum that much or that hard normally, if I have recently masturbated prone I ejaculate almost not at all. I don't believe this effects how I ejaculate during intercourse because I orgasm much stronger then, and have no way of guaging force or distance. However there is typically much more "left behind" in those cases than with standard masturbation. Anyway...theres a lot of smart guys here who have experienced a whole lot. Any thoughts anybody??