Smooth88
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I'm not sure why the book made you "hopping mad." I tend to see the world this way. That is just the way my mind can make sense of things. When men have asked "what do you bring to the table" in the women's forum there have been angry responses, like "how dare you ask such questions?"
I believe most people overestimate their worth. This is called the "above average effect" or Lake Wobegon effect - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia. From that page:One College Board survey asked 829,000 high school seniors to rate themselves in a number of ways. When asked to rate their own ability to "get along with others", fewer than one percent rated themselves as below average. Furthermore, sixty percent rated themselves in the top ten percent, and one-fourth of respondents rated themselves in the top one percent.Also, most people rate themselves as above average drivers and very few think they are below average. And I bet most people would think they are above average lovers.
I notice people seem to downplay or dismiss their bad qualities. Like people that get mad and yell and argue will say "everybody does that sometimes" or "that's normal in relationships."
Personally, I've often wondered what my equivalent in a female would be. I don't want to overestimate my value, but I don't want to underestimate either. I've asked men and women, but can never get a good answer. Your market value is not an easy subject to discuss with others.
And even though I believe a lot of this market value stuff makes sense there is also the idea of chemistry. Two people may not have equivalent market values, but say they both share the same rare hobbies. Then they can make up for any difference in market value. So I think it's a combination of how good you are "on paper" and how well you get along with a particular person (intangibles). But many people will take that to mean market value means nothing which is not true.
I'm probably in that one percent who feel they dont get along with others. I tend to notice from who I'm around (which is for the most part suburban black teens/young adults from North Jersey) I noticed a lot of them tend to gravitate toward guys theyd like to be seen with i.e. pretty boys or thug types or someone who clearly has money.
It always seemed to me that nowadays women have all the power in who they date and/or sleep with. I'm a shy, really quiet (afraid to talk in some situations), kinda nerdy guy who really doesn't have much confidence in himself. Because I was one of the targets in high school and to this day I struggle with keeping myself up and being proactive and socializing in a basic sense. I'm a nice, educated, decent looking guy but the lack of positive attention and reinforcement from people whether it be family or the people I encounter on a day-by-day basis has kinda sapped the confidence I had in myself if I ever had any in the first place. I do have confidence that I could be a good, caring, and loving boyfriend but I don't have the confidence and in some respects the social skills needed to attract women in real life. I get hit on a lot on this site but I've never been eyed or hit on by a single woman ever.
My family and friends wonder I can't get a girlfriend to the point where my mom tries to matchmaker for me. And my friends wonder why I obsess over having a girlfriend which is really because I've never really had a loving relationship to where we both were actually into each other. I do try to talk to people but I end up scaring girls away for the most part and they never seem into me at any time at all. People don't gravitate towards me at all so a lot of the time I overdo it with phone calls or IMs because I never recieve any of either except from maybe 2 people so its like I have to bambard people to make it known that I'm alive and that I exist and that I'm your friend.
Essentially I live a lonely existence. People will tell me someone will come. But I doubt it. And I sometimes feel like giving up on love.