i realized its all meaningless. and by it i mean everything is the world. everything that is tangible. i realize now that we are all souls moving through "time".and by we i mean every living thing, from cats and dogs to trees and roses. some sould occupy bark and roots,some occupy fur and claws, some scales,and some in human skin. these different forms are simply vessels that move our sould through this stage of existense . everything is just trivial from the clothes we wear to the bones that support out body. energy can never be destroyed,only the flesh. you see, i achieved true enlightenment. or omega point or watever you may want to call it. free of all worldly thinking.once your mind becomes free, you can truly never be held down. i was sitting on my bed and it just came to me . true enlightenment. and i was TRULY free of all worldly thinking. i realized that EVERYTHING is connected on a higher level. the calcium and zinc and iron (and other elements) that make up our blood and dna is the same calcium zinc and iron that make up nebulas and other stars and every other thing in the universe(s) that take up space. from the largest galaxy to the smallest most microscopic piece of space dust or particle of light. i realized that "time" is simply a repetative story, a minor "plot" twist here and there, but ALWAYS the same outcome.it simply evolves and the "characters" over time. every piece of matter changes roles. energy and mass simply changes from one form and state of being to another. we (the civilization of earth) are not even a footnote in teh book of existence. our tiny planet is not een noticable among the hundreds of millions of stars in our galaxy. and our galaxy is barely a spec among the hundreds of millions of galaxies (that we know about) . as humans we think we are "superior" to other animals. so much so that we classify living things as plant, animal, or human. not plant and animal, because thats what mankind really is. just another species of animal. so how are we superior? because we can destroy more than other animals? because we have silly emotions and pride that motivates us to kill other animals and the planet and eachother because of petty things like skin color and beliefs. because we ravege the earth to build monuments to our existence. no other liveing thing does that. skin color is meaningless.the flesh is simply a vessel for our souls to move through this stage of physical existence. the planet was fine before that first primate decided to walk upright and make a wider range of sounds-which humans call words-than oter animals. but those other animals dont need things like hardwood floors and big bank accounts to be secure. so in reality,we (humans) are the INFERIOR animals. not only are we inferior,we are the worst thing to ever grace the surface of teh earth.just look at the evil we produce-nuclear weapons, violence,MONEY..etc..etc . i realized that there is something bigger thatn america, or earth, or love and hate, or accomplishments, or monetary status and who can accumulate the most material before "death" and the transition to another form as our souls slowly advance through the final levels of the physical plane of existence. i have been truly enlightened. it feels like the world has been lifted off of my shoulders. like i was in a saune and i stepped out into 40 degree weather and dunked my head in ice water. i feel refreshed. i truly understand. eeryone should try to achieve this moment . its a feeling that no second hand description will suffice for.