Twink Tops

I am a slim twink and not big, but I am 0 bottom.

Are there gay guys who like "cute and young" tops, not super masculine?
Being a short top kinda bugs me. I feel like even if they let me top, more like in a relationship-wise rather then just sex, they will never see me as a "man who can protect you". I know it's an outdated thought but I can't help feeling this way. But I guess some guys dig it, it's just that it's not a really popular trope