After an hour of tossing and turning I was just dosing off to sleep when Sam woke me.
“Sam you awake?” He whispered
“What” I grunted
“Don’t worry man go back to sleep sorry for waking you”
“Nah it’s fine what’s up”
“I can’t sleep”
“Why not”
“I don’t know man my minds on 100”
“What about”
“Well… I know I said about possibly sleeping with other guys but you’re the only guy I want to sleep with”
Ugh here we go again I thought to myself, I can’t keep having this conversation with him. I’m not overly fond of the thought of it but I’m like that with every person I sleep with then I eventually get over it, especially him being my best mate I just don’t want any dynamics to change between us.
“Listen man, you’ve got to put yourself out there. I’m in a relationship now, we’ve got back to how we used to be before anything ever happened just go explore bro you’ll feel fine once you’re fucking”
“I guess you’re right” he replied looking taken aback
“Let’s get some sleep now”
I layed back down and was in the spooning position with Liam, I probably shouldn’t be after that conversation but we slept like that before anything happened why should it change.
The next morning I slept late and when I woke up I heard multiple voices coming from the kitchen. I got out of bed still naked and walked in to see Liam and our friend Harry
“Oh shit sorry man didn’t know you was coming over” I said
“Nah you’re cool man it’s your apartment do what you like” he replied
“What you doing here anyway”
“Oh um I’m going out for food with Liam”
“Oh cheers for the invite mate” I said looking at Liam
“You can come bro I just thought you would be asleep still”
“Nah it’s fine I got to take a shower and everything you guys go ahead”
Shortly after they headed off to lunch and I went and chilled on the sofa.
About an hour later I decided to do some of our washing that had been building up so I went into the bathroom to collect our stuff, there was about 7 pairs of my dirty boxers on the floor that I had wore each for atleast two days, kind of dirty but oh well. Then there were 5 pairs of Liams which were worn for multiple days in a row also, I could tell by the smell.
I collected the rest of our stuff like socks and tops then chucked them in the washing machine when my phone started ringing.
It was Liam and I just expected him to be saying he was on his way back or something but when I answered it he wasn’t speaking.
“Hello… liam mate why’d you ring?” He didn’t reply but I could hear some type of noise
I listened and put the phone on speaker to hear better then I realised it was the sounds of kissing.
Why would Liam ring me while he was kissing someone and why was he kissing Harry I thought it was Mitch he would go for.
I stayed on the phone for another minute and heard even more stuff going on and the sounds of Liams moans. I was about to put the phone down when I heard a similar girls voice.
“Mmm Liam you’re so big”
It was Harry’s sister he was with… this confused me even more and I decided to end it. I guess he pocket dialled me or something but it was still weird.
An hour later he arrived home.
“Yo mate how was lunch” I said layed on the sofa in my boxers
“Yeh sound mate”
“Harry’s sister for dessert was it?” I laughed
“Wtf how did you know”
“You pocket dialled me lad”
“Oh shit my bad”
“It’s all good but I thought you wanted to sleep with a guy”
“Well I was speaking to Harry and I realised if it’s any other guy but you it won’t feel right so I guess it’s just girls from now”
“Bro what, but if you like guys go and sleep with them”
“I only like you bro, not in love type of way cause you’re still like my brother but I couldn’t get turned on by anyone else”
“Are you sure bro just go and sleep around eventually you will”
“Nah I guess my gay days are over”
I just stared at him for a few seconds then came up with an idea…