This thread makes me sad...
I just got introduced to thid really amazing looking woman who is well bred and highly intelligent. She only really saw me from maybe 50 yards away the whole night and when I got within a few feet of her, I could just fucking hear her expectations slink to the ground. She changed her body language and told me that she had to go as soon as she got a good look at me... oh well... that's life!
Some other person said that the beautiful people should be thankful for people like us, there is some truth to that. I'm not ugly to the point where it would elicit sympathy from people but I have unconventional looks that have little to no value in the South. I look like I am from a foreign country and not a good one like Germany or Spain. I think about my lack of looks alot, I used to be pre-occupied with it when I found out that I was ugly... it was initially shocking and quite disturbing, but the pain has dissolved into a low ache that does not tear at my inner being anymore.
I say fuck it, I am gonna try and enjoy the rest of my life, even if it is alone and without the affections of a female. This crap has taken enough of my days from me already.