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Hello Truly Big. I enjoy reading both your straight and gay stories. I don’t know which are real but they get me super hard no matter what. I also see you have some stories that are coming anonymous from others. You can post mine as long as you keep it anonymous as well.
When I was young and sent to summer camp I will never forget the first time I saw an uncircumcised penis. First of all, I grew up in a major USA city and at an age where I think almost all of us had been circumcised. Any other soft penises I ever saw were like me and in fact I had no idea that this wasn’t how men were born. Anyway, I was at this sleep over summer camp and in the showers there was one kid who looked at first like he had no head to his penis. All I saw was skin and so I concluded he was either deformed or had some type of accident that stretched the skin of his penis. You can laugh about it but that was one hundred percent my mind’s conclusion. Beyond that observation, however, I never gave it much more thought until the next observation of an uncut penis.
My next encounter was a few years later in the school gym locker room. There was a somewhat friend from Thailand and when I saw him changing I saw the same odd looking penis that had no head to it in my quick glimpse and this skin just sort of folded instead. However, purposely the next day I wanted to pay closer attention and so I positioned myself a little distant away from him and pretended to be sneezing at the opportune time as he stripped to put on gym clothes. Now, what was completely confusing to me this time was his penis looked normal with the head of the cock clearly showing. How was that possible? My mind I think began to realize that somehow he had this extra skin but I couldn’t figure out how it exactly worked. Even more than that, I wondered why there was that skin and it reminded me of that camp observation. Again, though perhaps with a couple of other observations I never gave it that much focused attention despite what I am sharing.
My parents had purchased a beach summer cottage and the following year I was allowed to bring my Thai friend as a guest. We had a room that was actually two rooms with a sliding partition. One night we stayed up and were talking about girls and sort of lying I believe on how far we had ever gotten with one. Probably the talk had made us horny and the conversation shifted to talking about jacking off. I think we were too chicken though to go through with that but somehow decided to show each other our cocks. I showed him first (even though we had been in gym locker rooms together we weren’t about to admit having seen or looked at each other nude). Then he pulled down his shorts and showed his which again had that bunched up skin covering the head. I commented that he had a lot more skin than mine and he I think reflexively pulled the skin back to show the head and then back over covering it again. I wanted to stare at it more and touch it, but that quick glimpse we did was all that occurred. In my thoughts as I tried to sleep I was totally fascinated with what I had seen.
Over the next several years of course I would occasionally now see other uncircumcised men in various public settings; gym locker rooms, camp grounds, bathrooms at stadiums with those trough like urinals, etc. I can say I always liked the sort of (may I say) “nasty” look the uncut man had. When I say nasty it was my imagination that women might share sort of a fear and fascination with the appearance of the uncircumcised penis especially those that had the foreskin that would hang completely over the head of the cock. To me, that same thought process also made those men more manly and masculine. At that point I can’t say for certain if I was admitting to myself I shared that understanding where these thoughts were not just projecting what a woman thought but myself as well. I don’t believe I had yet realized my interest in actually being in anyway physical with a man. Of course at this point I understood that my cock like many others of my generation was the one that had been altered.
I did have sex as a young adult with several different woman and some experiences were better than others. Never was there really a discussion about my penis or others so that didn’t add to what I am sharing. Except with one woman, she got mad at me the second time we had sex because I was not really into kissing her. She then blurted out that I must be gay. I think deep down this hurt me but equally made me wonder if there was some secret truth to her comment. That was the last time with her of course.
After college I settled into work, life, and had a live in girlfriend. Sex was a nice relief for those related desires that build up within us. But never can I say despite my very much liking her companionship that I felt any great passion or excitement with her. I also noticed that even with her there was not much kissing or closeness in that way.
I found myself putting on weight and I joined a gym. There were several sites where if you had the membership you could go if you were traveling or simply in a different area of town. One of those facilities had an indoor pool, and in the locker room a big Jacuzzi, sauna, etc. I discovered this particular facility and so if my work involved going to the nearby city to mine, I would try to go there before driving home. I observed that several times the guys who used the Jacuzzi or sauna would do so naked. So understanding that was the protocol I would do the same. After the first visit I found myself when possible returning not with the intent to work out as much as to spend time in that area to look at other naked men. It was curiosity of course and I always found the guys who were not circumcised to be more exciting to look at. When I would get back home I would want to fuck my girlfriend because I secretly was turned on by seeing the various penises. So she or her vagina was more, without her knowing, a receptacle for my penis to get off rather than a particular desire about her.
When I was young and sent to summer camp I will never forget the first time I saw an uncircumcised penis. First of all, I grew up in a major USA city and at an age where I think almost all of us had been circumcised. Any other soft penises I ever saw were like me and in fact I had no idea that this wasn’t how men were born. Anyway, I was at this sleep over summer camp and in the showers there was one kid who looked at first like he had no head to his penis. All I saw was skin and so I concluded he was either deformed or had some type of accident that stretched the skin of his penis. You can laugh about it but that was one hundred percent my mind’s conclusion. Beyond that observation, however, I never gave it much more thought until the next observation of an uncut penis.
My next encounter was a few years later in the school gym locker room. There was a somewhat friend from Thailand and when I saw him changing I saw the same odd looking penis that had no head to it in my quick glimpse and this skin just sort of folded instead. However, purposely the next day I wanted to pay closer attention and so I positioned myself a little distant away from him and pretended to be sneezing at the opportune time as he stripped to put on gym clothes. Now, what was completely confusing to me this time was his penis looked normal with the head of the cock clearly showing. How was that possible? My mind I think began to realize that somehow he had this extra skin but I couldn’t figure out how it exactly worked. Even more than that, I wondered why there was that skin and it reminded me of that camp observation. Again, though perhaps with a couple of other observations I never gave it that much focused attention despite what I am sharing.
My parents had purchased a beach summer cottage and the following year I was allowed to bring my Thai friend as a guest. We had a room that was actually two rooms with a sliding partition. One night we stayed up and were talking about girls and sort of lying I believe on how far we had ever gotten with one. Probably the talk had made us horny and the conversation shifted to talking about jacking off. I think we were too chicken though to go through with that but somehow decided to show each other our cocks. I showed him first (even though we had been in gym locker rooms together we weren’t about to admit having seen or looked at each other nude). Then he pulled down his shorts and showed his which again had that bunched up skin covering the head. I commented that he had a lot more skin than mine and he I think reflexively pulled the skin back to show the head and then back over covering it again. I wanted to stare at it more and touch it, but that quick glimpse we did was all that occurred. In my thoughts as I tried to sleep I was totally fascinated with what I had seen.
Over the next several years of course I would occasionally now see other uncircumcised men in various public settings; gym locker rooms, camp grounds, bathrooms at stadiums with those trough like urinals, etc. I can say I always liked the sort of (may I say) “nasty” look the uncut man had. When I say nasty it was my imagination that women might share sort of a fear and fascination with the appearance of the uncircumcised penis especially those that had the foreskin that would hang completely over the head of the cock. To me, that same thought process also made those men more manly and masculine. At that point I can’t say for certain if I was admitting to myself I shared that understanding where these thoughts were not just projecting what a woman thought but myself as well. I don’t believe I had yet realized my interest in actually being in anyway physical with a man. Of course at this point I understood that my cock like many others of my generation was the one that had been altered.
I did have sex as a young adult with several different woman and some experiences were better than others. Never was there really a discussion about my penis or others so that didn’t add to what I am sharing. Except with one woman, she got mad at me the second time we had sex because I was not really into kissing her. She then blurted out that I must be gay. I think deep down this hurt me but equally made me wonder if there was some secret truth to her comment. That was the last time with her of course.
After college I settled into work, life, and had a live in girlfriend. Sex was a nice relief for those related desires that build up within us. But never can I say despite my very much liking her companionship that I felt any great passion or excitement with her. I also noticed that even with her there was not much kissing or closeness in that way.
I found myself putting on weight and I joined a gym. There were several sites where if you had the membership you could go if you were traveling or simply in a different area of town. One of those facilities had an indoor pool, and in the locker room a big Jacuzzi, sauna, etc. I discovered this particular facility and so if my work involved going to the nearby city to mine, I would try to go there before driving home. I observed that several times the guys who used the Jacuzzi or sauna would do so naked. So understanding that was the protocol I would do the same. After the first visit I found myself when possible returning not with the intent to work out as much as to spend time in that area to look at other naked men. It was curiosity of course and I always found the guys who were not circumcised to be more exciting to look at. When I would get back home I would want to fuck my girlfriend because I secretly was turned on by seeing the various penises. So she or her vagina was more, without her knowing, a receptacle for my penis to get off rather than a particular desire about her.