I hope this is not dismissed as me being a cuckhold. I really don't think that is it. I think it is just a fantasy that I would like to experience that is likely a twisted version of a prior experience. I had a gf in past. She claimed I was big. Maybe she had just been "unlucky" or something given I might be bigger than average at 6.25 by 6.25 (my girth has always gotten comments but my length is just what I believe is dead on average). Anyway, we dated a long time. A few years. She had an affair. A bit strong of word since not married but will use it. I was not jealous. Not my nature anyway. Not like dating implies ownership. I was not even envious when asking how it started: melted down version - she was on internship in Chicago. There was a guy that was a real cocksman. She got seduced and admitted to be intrigued by "rumours." Yes, he was hugely endowed and knew how to use it. She "came" back to me and we dated another year until we graduated from college and took jobs too far away. Anyway, my only regret to her having had this wonderful sexual experience was that I was not there - lol! She was always so vocal and had orgasm easily. I just think seeing her with some unbelievable stud doing his thing with her would have been rock hard erotic. But, I would not have just wanted to watch or "clean up" as cucks like. I would have truly enjoyed it best if all three of us would have shared the bed. Anyone ever get to do this? Either as the good in bed boyfriend or the super stud?