I recently watched a video my wife made with an ex lover of hers. He was well hung and it was quite interesting. This is not an erotic post, so sorry to those people hoping to hear me tell you about the video. WHat I want to talk about was the ideas and emotions that went throught me watching the video. And to see if anyone else has ever experienced this.
First off the video was quite erotic. My wife seemed to be enjoying herself, but it was not unlike our love making. The only major difference was she moaned more often (but not that much) and she had some "whoa to deep" moments.
I always thought watching her would make me jealous, but it did not. I did not feel angry or upset. I was a little in awe of the situation. It was more like watching Bizarre Foods on teh food network. I could not believe she was fucking something so big, but I was curious and interested and couldn't turn away. They really did make love. It was very tender and romantic. Not that I am not romantic, but this guy was smooth. She seemed to really like that, so I took some pointers and added that to my moves.
I think it was actually a good experience for me to see that. I really learned a lot. It was erotic too, but it was also a calming moment for me to recognize my wife's enjoyment over my own.
I have more to say, but i have to get some work done. Will post more later.
First off the video was quite erotic. My wife seemed to be enjoying herself, but it was not unlike our love making. The only major difference was she moaned more often (but not that much) and she had some "whoa to deep" moments.
I always thought watching her would make me jealous, but it did not. I did not feel angry or upset. I was a little in awe of the situation. It was more like watching Bizarre Foods on teh food network. I could not believe she was fucking something so big, but I was curious and interested and couldn't turn away. They really did make love. It was very tender and romantic. Not that I am not romantic, but this guy was smooth. She seemed to really like that, so I took some pointers and added that to my moves.
I think it was actually a good experience for me to see that. I really learned a lot. It was erotic too, but it was also a calming moment for me to recognize my wife's enjoyment over my own.
I have more to say, but i have to get some work done. Will post more later.