What’s Something You’ve Masturbated To But Shouldn’t Have?

[charlie59horse]

I'm glad I found this thread...
My freshman year in college I came home for the Thanksgiving holiday on Tuesday. When I arrived my Aunt and Uncle were there for the week. They had been married for just 5 years....she was my moms younger sister.
I went into the house and greeted everyone. Where is Uncle Larry? He is taking a bath...we didn't have a shower just a tub. Oh ok.
So I am talking to my mom and aunt when I hear my uncle yell to my aunt that my lil cousin Johnny who just started walking was in the bathroom. The bathroom door was not a regular door as it would slide open. Uncle forgot to lock it and john forced it open. My aunt tells me to go get him. In my head I was all excited because my uncle was taking a bath so he would be naked.
I entered and there is Johnny splashing by the tub and Larry is on his knees with water covering him from the waste down and full of bubbles. I grabbed Johnny and he fought me and Larry grabbed him and i picked him up. That's when Uncle Larry adjusted himself and I got to see his semi erect dick...it was long, uncut because the head was sticking out from the skin and had a beautiful bush. He didn't cover himself at all. He said thanks and I said no problem.
I went to the car and got some of my stuff down and told them I was going to my room. I closed the door, got on the bed, pulled my dick out and with my uncles image in my head I jerked off with gusto like I had never jerked off before. I came all over my hand and stomach. I ate every drop of cum pretending it was my uncles.
After this day I'd always see him in a different light. Ten years later they divorced...Larry moved out of State and we hardly hear from him. I would love to give him a divorced blow job.
I can still close my eyes and picture his great cock. Im thinking that his bush was the reason that I love a good bush on a guy.

I LOVE a thick bush on a guy!

 

[johnweek1]

Oh this thread, haha. What did I jerk off to when I was younger to something I should not have? I am so ashamed and embarrassed! Horse porn.

Both a guy fucking a mare, and a horse fucking a woman and she literally took it to a creampie. I am not even remotely close to being into bestiality, but the size of an actual horse cock is insane.. and the camera angels of that hung twink fucking that mare and how wet and juicy and the noises it's pussy was making...I can still hear those slushes and whooshes and slosh noises in my head. Dear lord for whatever reason, in that moment, I did awful, terrible things to my dick while watching those videos.

I have never felt so gross in my life after. It still haunts me. Like literally me than and still me today 20 or so years later:

 

[tnman]

Oh this thread, haha. What did I jerk off to when I was younger to something I should not have? I am so ashamed and embarrassed! Horse porn.

Both a guy fucking a mare, and a horse fucking a woman and she literally took it to a creampie. I am not even remotely close to being into bestiality, but the size of an actual horse cock is insane.. and the camera angels of that hung twink fucking that mare and how wet and juicy and the noises it's pussy was making...I can still hear those slushes and whooshes and slosh noises in my head. Dear lord for whatever reason, in that moment, I did awful, terrible things to my dick while watching those videos.

I have never felt so gross in my life after. It still haunts me. Like literally me than and still me today 20 or so years later:

That is sooooo fuckin funny! I am laughing my ass off right now but the truth is I have done the same lol

 

[AboSarieli]

PART 1

(Possibly) trigger warning...

The things I get excited about that I should not have are mostly fantasies... dark fantasies. I have thought long and hard how can I explore them in real life without breaking any ethical boundaries, and it might be possible to do it, but in a different way. Maybe I can get some advice from the community on this, as well. I also did some pretty bad things which excited me sexually. I am going to confess them here and get them off my chest, since nobody on this site knows my real identity. I'm not proud of any of them, though. Part 2 will be solely about the fantasies.

Here comes my confession...

I posted on the internet (not on this site, pics I post on this site I exclusively found on nsfw blogs, on the old tumblr or other such public places on the internet) full frontal nudes with face of other people (people I met online and who sent me pics privately) without asking their permission (usually deleted the pics from where I posted them after an hour or so, after feeling guilty). From what I remember all pics I posted this way (which were around 5 pics) were sent to me without us agreeing one way or another and without me promising anything. I kept private most pictures people sent me - and lots of people (dozens of strangers online) sent me full frontal nudes with face. I keep my promises, so never shared the ones I promised not to share. But I shared a few I did not promise anything about, without asking their permission.

I also did the same kind of thing to myself, online and in real life, basically risking my reputation, my family's reputation and possibly my job. I posted full frontal nudes with face of myself in very humiliating postures on the internet, mostly on sites which are not meant for porn (like deviantart, flickr or 500px, but I posted a few on porn sites like imagefap), deleting them usually after maximum 2 or 3 hours, but a few of them after 1 or a few days... I sometimes got likes or comments, I even got reported a few times (especially on 500px). I hope the pics don't resurface again, but I know that, most likely, one or a few pics are at least on some people's computers/phones, if not on the internet... If you found some questionable full frontal male nudes on the non-sexual sites I mentioned, please delete them from your system... lol. They could very well cause me problems.

And yeah, I said "in real life", too (event though internet is very much real life)... I am still scared thinking of this, and I have no idea if or how often I was seen by neighbours and/or by people outside, but... I did very questionable things at night in my room with the curtains to the street fully open and the light turned on in my room. I have also sit in my window (only like 3 times, and that was more than 10 years ago I think) naked at night and, more recently, stood in the door leading directly into the street completely naked, sometimes masturbating, basically in public view of the street. Yes, it's crazy. Some people in the cars have seen me, I saw them turning their heads, lol... But I don't know about neighbours. It's logical to believe some of them might have seen me, even though most of them were probably asleep at those night hours (they are mostly old people). But I guess I will never know how many of them have seen me and what have they seen. Nobody said anything to me directly. I am not talking much to any of my neighbours (never had a close relationship with any of them). Once, when I was younger, I was basically jerking off sitting in my window naked. While I was jerking off, I think it was right while I was cumming or when I started cumming, the neighbour across the street got out on the street in order to go to work (it was between 4 and 5 AM, yeah, pretty late for me this time, but it was still dark). He didn't look at me, but I can't imagine him not seeing me. I haven't done exhibitionist things like this very often, but again, I did them a fair number of times throughout the years, even last year, so much as I cannot remember how many times I did it.

I'm not proud of any of this, hahaha... and I am aware these are fetishes and fantasies I'm trying to satisfy. Still thinking how I can do something like this without breaking the law or any moral boundaries. Believe it or not, I am a very moral person in other areas of life, at least I am trying my best to be, as morality is one of the defining factors of my life view. But some things draw me in so much I have a hard time resisting them. I'm not religious, though.

So, there you have it. Hope noone jerked off reading this, 'cause if you did... you definitely shouldn't have. lol. PART 2 incoming.

 

[knowit]

Once, pretty young, I stole a hard protector cup from my school's sports equipment store. I would put it on in my own underwear, get horny and then jack off smelling it. no idea how many guys must have worn it when they forgot their own at home.

 

[ginzer]

A pair of pants I had to borrow for an emergency from an attractive friend that I maybe most likely definitely had a crush on....
Ripped my uniform pants, he had a spare but it was used. Meaning, it touched his underwear and whatever else

Eats me up inside because I still keep in touch from time to time

 

[tps87]

I'm addicted to straight White Buddy to White buddy oral sex "overheated" sex blow job instructing car sex or any location/gloryhole oral sex footage or Rogan Hardy interracial oral sex vids.
ADDICTED TO HOOVERMOUTH OF XVIDEOS FOOTAGE OF ANONYMOUS STRAIGHT GUYS BLOWING THEIR LOADS!

Where did this vid come from? Pretty hot.

 

[tenn77]

Definitely while snooping around my parents closet and finding a few videos of them going at it.

 

[netflixandchill-]

I looked in my boyfriend's old phone and there were hot photos and videos of him and his ex boyfriend, got me so hard.

 

[deleted18344751]

Well this thread is a bit wild. Here for it!

And back for it

 

[deleted18344751]

My mum having sex with a younger man whilst I was in bed upstairs. Woke up to the sound of her getting pounded, it sounded really good.

I pulled my shorts down and started wanking.

Naughty. Need to see too lol

 

[dreambridger]

this is something I regret, creepiest and most uncool thing I've done, it was in my early twenties when I was insanely horny and would wake myself up in the middle of the night stroking myself. One night this happened and without even thinking I sat up and looked out the window and saw that in the house across the street, a gorgeous, hairy, husky man was shirtless standing at his window. I watched him while I jerked off. I would never actively seek to do the "peeping tom" thing but this was like reflexive and in the middle of the night, i was stroking furiously and couldn't take my eyes off him. He must have seen me because ever since that night his blinds were drawn. I was really ashamed of that.

 

[Ryan2017]

Naughty. Need to see too lol

I wanted to see him naked lol.

 

[deleted18344751]

I wanted to see him naked lol.

You didn’t see anything?

 

[Schlong87]

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this is something I regret, creepiest and most uncool thing I've done, it was in my early twenties when I was insanely horny and would wake myself up in the middle of the night stroking myself. One night this happened and without even thinking I sat up and looked out the window and saw that in the house across the street, a gorgeous, hairy, husky man was shirtless standing at his window. I watched him while I jerked off. I would never actively seek to do the "peeping tom" thing but this was like reflexive and in the middle of the night, i was stroking furiously and couldn't take my eyes off him. He must have seen me because ever since that night his blinds were drawn. I was really ashamed of that.

still horny like that at 36

 

[Ryan2017]

You didn’t see anything?

Nope. Was upstairs the whole time and didn't dare go downstairs.

 

[HGlasgow]

A male work colleagues armpits.A nice amount of hair that he has there. Wanked off a few times while thinking about them.

A couple of cousins naked bodies.

 

[northernirish]

A "straight" (I'm still not convinced lol) friend of mine. I have written about him on here before. Anyways, there was a guy on Twitter in my sort of area who was posting local guys nudes.. I guess he was either a baiter or he knew girls that could get them.. Anyways, this guys nudes got posted, and I wanked to them ferociously for months. On one hand I was a little bit heartbroken that he had sent them but on the other hand I was so excited to see that his cock was just as big and thick as I had thought it was.

 

[HGlasgow]

Would checking out some guy who was in the same year as me in High School, and a few classes, Facebook profile for any shirtless pictures? He was fit as fuck in High School and still is fucking hot. Had a few wanks looking at his Facebook shirtless pictures.
Done that to a few few former high school guys. Checked out their Facebook profiles, Instagram too.

Have a phone wank with a guy who had sent me a few pictures and short vids of some guys he had baited.
Looking at the pictures and watching the vids, wanking and saying a few things on the phone.

 

[HGlasgow]

A few guys who follow me on Twitter, check out their Twitter media and Facebook, to see if they have any shirtless pictures.


Thought about a few footballers who are brothers. Thought about the brothers shirtless, naked and maybe doing a few things to each other in their bedroom or in a changing room. A team gangbang