I've been a lurker on this site for a few years. By no definition am a large. I am average at best, about 5.5" long, 4" thick. My interest in this site is mostly due to circumcision. I am cut, but grew up at a time and place in Canada where uncut and cut were both commonplace. Up until recently, I described my self as mostly straight, but bicurious. I am interested in other guys dicks mostly to see how they are different than my own. I am especially interested in uncut guys as I'd like to get a sense of what I am missing. I've look at porn on the Internet for a long time and am only interest in stuff depicting women or uncut guys whacking off - kind of strange. A few months back, I started trolling Craigslist to see what is there. The other day I placed an ad in Craigslist looking for an uncut guy for mutual masturbation and nothing more. I got the usual flood of replies from obvious freaks, but one guy seemed level headed and perfect for an encounter. I met up with him yesterday. He is 10 years younger, a few inches less in stature and carrying some extra weight (like me), but has an absolutely monstrous dick. He is also very curtious, clean and discrete. He claims to be married, bi and to never to have gone further than mutual masturbation. I am not married and haven't had a LTR in a long time. He answered the door in his underwear, asked me in and asked what I wanted to do. I immediately dropped trou and replied that I wanted us to jerk each other off. He already had a towel laid down on the couch and some porn running on the TV (most gay porn doesn't interest me). I was hard right away, he took a while. I played with his foreskin as that was my primary objective of the encounter. He had surprising length and girth. His hardon kept getting thicker and thicker. He claims to be 7.5 X 6 and I am inclined to believe it. He also has a perfect foreskin, not overly long, veiney or wrinkly. I did notice that his balls were very small and didn't retract to the extent mine do when I am aroused. Anyways, the jacking went great. He rubbed my nipples a few times and spit on my dick for lube a few times as well (which I didn't like). I was the first to cum by about a minute. After the deed was done, he offered me the washroom to clean-up, which we both did. I then asked him if he was up to another round, to which he replied he wasn't because he had to be home with his wife by a certain time. To his credit, I was about late showing up so that could be true. He then asked if I was into threesomes as he knows another guy into jacking. I said maybe and then left. Immediately, I have sent him an email saying how much I enjoyed the experience and if we could make it a regular thing. . I am looking for advice. This is a curiousity that I need to satisfy, but I am afraid of enjoying it so much that it will ruin my attraction to women. I have been obssessed with the enounter since it happened. This could be because I have more curiousity to explore or it could mean that I like men more than women, which in itself isn't a big deal. I don't want to put his marriage in danger, but he seems to have that under control. He has replied a few times. We had a second encounter planned, but then he canceled. Since then, he keeps saying he isn't available. Besides being late, I asked him if he had ever tried docking (he said he wasn't into it), I rubbed his head so hard once he politely asked me to back off, and he finished himself off as I quit jacking him while I was cumming. He seemed really into the experience, especially playing with my balls which are far larger than his. Since then, I have replied to a few other CL ads and had a great jo encounter with a man this morning and have an invitation to a circle jerk tonight. In terms of my own orientation, I am most likely bi according to most definitions (rather than bicurious). I am attracted to the male body mostly out of admiration of guys who are leaner than I and uncut. I have never had attraction to a cut guy nor fanatasized about one. I am attracted to women, would only consider a LTR with a woman and definately want to start a family. I feel that I need to get this curiosity out of my system and move on. How weird is it for someone my age to be experimenting like a college kid? The one thing I am thankful for is that I may have found the perfect situation to continue the experimentation if this original guy finally agrees to another encounter.