What am i?

Discussion in 'Show Off' started by mattsrod7, Feb 24, 2005.

  1. mattsrod7

    Gold Member

    Joined:
    May 12, 2004
    Messages:
    1,633
    Albums:
    1
    Likes Received:
    31
    Gender:
    Male
    Location:
    United States
    I personlally wanna marry a woman, settle down, and have kids. When i watch porn, i pay more attention to the cocks, and i jack off to them, and love gay porno. BUt when it comes time to sucking cocks, i start for like 1 sec, and then i feel repulsed about what im doing and i dont enjoy it one bit, and feel better to be on the recieveing end. But i still jack off to cocks, yet girls make me hornier than anything.

    LPSG guys, what am i?
    ~~lol, i feel like writing to that dear abby
     
  2. KinkGuy

    Gold Member

    Joined:
    Mar 19, 2004
    Messages:
    2,976
    Likes Received:
    6
    Gender:
    Male
    Location:
    southwest US
    You may be somewhere on the "bi" scale. Many, many men fit your description. You just need to resolve it for yourself and don't deny from yourself or hide it from a serious love interest. I don't know how old you are, but age, experience and maturity often resolve issues regarding our sexual identity and security.

    I just checked your profile. You're 19. Time really will take care of this for you.

    Don't you hate hearing age, maturity, experience crap like this? ;) Especially from an old fucker like me.
     
  3. c.dub

    c.dub New Member

    Joined:
    Feb 25, 2005
    Messages:
    88
    Albums:
    1
    Likes Received:
    10
    Gender:
    Male
    Location:
    Modesto, CA
    Don't stress what catergory you fit into, we are each our own catergory. Have fun, enjoy what you do. Im the same way. I only date women, but from time to time I mess around with guys. So the catergory that I would put myself into is "those who own, and enjoy their sexuality". And, damnit it sure is a fun one!
     
  4. zzorus

    zzorus New Member

    Joined:
    Aug 6, 2004
    Messages:
    141
    Likes Received:
    0
    Location:
    Australia

    Yourself. And I mean it.
     
  5. b1988

    b1988 New Member

    Joined:
    Jun 9, 2004
    Messages:
    34
    Likes Received:
    0
    Gender:
    Male
    Another NC guy here. I think that it is difficult to resist the urge to categorize yourself, but in your case it would probably be a mistake. In my view, you may be suffering from some internalized homophobia. It may make be impossible, at this time in your life, to discern your "ownership" of your sexuality.
    I would recommend giving yourself a break. Take your time. Try to understand what makes you uncomfortable. Keep moving forward. Time will work for you.
    One key thing. Try to resist judging yourself. It's easier said than done. peace,w
     
  6. Royal_T

    Royal_T New Member

    Joined:
    Oct 31, 2004
    Messages:
    107
    Likes Received:
    0
    Location:
    Toronto
    Im thinking along the lines of what b1988 said.
    I think that the fact that you start sucking (and your plural use in "cocks" suggest youve tried more than once), and then the 'repulsion' hits you, sounds like you have some learned aversion to it. But you still want to try it, so it sounds like you like ti on some level. Either way, you can still marry a girl eventually and all, but think about what goes throught your mind when youre repulsed - it might tell you something about where that feeling comes from.
     
  7. Lex

    Lex
    Gold Member

    Joined:
    Jun 11, 2004
    Messages:
    9,536
    Likes Received:
    16
    Gender:
    Male
    Location:
    In Your Darkest Thoughts and Dreams
    Hey man. I am 32, I married the girl of my dreams over 8 years ago and have two young kids. I also love hot, hunky guys and am bi. I just REALLY began to realize it and accept it about 2 years ago. I think my wife noticed before I did. As KinkGuy said--age will take care of this. There are actually VERY few 100% homo/hertero follks in the world, especially if you use the Kinsley Scale as a reference point.

    Give it time.
     
  8. jonb

    Gold Member

    Joined:
    Oct 5, 2002
    Messages:
    8,308
    Likes Received:
    2
    Here's a shocker: Most guys aren't 100% straight xor gay. If straight guys weren't turned on by cock, straight porn would have a bunch of semi-flaccid four-inchers. As for your preference to be the insertive partner, lips are lips. Honestly, if sex involves more than thrusting, you'll find members of the same sex better at it.
     
  9. Knight

    Knight New Member

    Joined:
    Jan 25, 2005
    Messages:
    892
    Likes Received:
    0
    Location:
    Sheffield, England
    I like porn with big dicks in, or around my size and bigger I should say. Then its more similar to me and its easier for me to imagine havin sex with the girl, and even more guttin when I realise it never happened lol

    But anyways, there's I think a jackinworld article on this or at least a question answered very well on www.jackinworld.com you should check it out, lots of questions and good answers and articles in the library on many issues about males, the penis and masturbation. www.jackinworld.com

    If you ask me though, its normal and certainly dont worry, it would be like worrying that you have a penis in the first place, your sexuality is a part of you, just enjoy it and enjoy discovering it. Might take times and a few wild nights of sex but you'll know what you like most, and if you like both men and women, then you're greedy! But still nothing to worry about my friend. :)
     
  10. dcwrestlefan

    Gold Member

    Joined:
    Feb 10, 2005
    Messages:
    1,262
    Likes Received:
    1
    Gender:
    Male
    my advice. remain open minded and don't stress over it. if sucking a dick repluses you, maybe its because you don't like it. or maybe its because
    deep down inside you think being with a guy is "wrong". theres alot of
    reinforcement of that on a daily basis in society.

    "yet girls make me hornier than anything" makes me believe you lean more toward straight. totally cool. you are not the only 70-90 pct type on this board.
    take care and be happy.
     
  11. Pappy

    Pappy Member

    Joined:
    Apr 5, 2004
    Messages:
    2,416
    Likes Received:
    1
    Location:
    Outta Here
    Dude don't sweat the small stuff. Just be yourself and whatever happens, happens.
     
  12. Snipes

    Snipes New Member

    Joined:
    Feb 26, 2005
    Messages:
    109
    Albums:
    1
    Likes Received:
    3
    Gender:
    Male
    Location:
    West Yorkshire, England
    I'm pretty similar I suppose.

    I've never had any sexual experiences with guys or girls, and I'm mainly turned on by girls and hetero porn, but I still get a boner when reading about big cocks on places like this, or looking at the photo gallery. I've never tired any gay porn as a part of me won't allow me to, if you know what I mean.

    I suppose getting aroused by other people's dicks is just an extension of getting aroused by your own, and if your own is pretty big (mine's about 8inches), then other big dicks will get you hard.
     
  13. B_HungSpermBoy

    B_HungSpermBoy New Member

    Joined:
    Nov 13, 2004
    Messages:
    334
    Likes Received:
    0
    Gender:
    Male
    Location:
    New York, NY

    You said it perfect,bud!!
     
  14. Snipes

    Snipes New Member

    Joined:
    Feb 26, 2005
    Messages:
    109
    Albums:
    1
    Likes Received:
    3
    Gender:
    Male
    Location:
    West Yorkshire, England
  15. jonb

    Gold Member

    Joined:
    Oct 5, 2002
    Messages:
    8,308
    Likes Received:
    2
    No need to feel bad about it. Even if it means you're just a little bit gay, it's no big deal. Nothing wrong with being gay.
     
  16. Pene_Negro_Grande

    Gold Member

    Joined:
    Dec 27, 2004
    Messages:
    1,100
    Likes Received:
    0
    Location:
    Right Next To You
    That is why I really don't label myself because I know there are things I like and things I really don't like so I really can't categorize myself and I stop trying long time ago...But the older you get the more you learn about yourself...
     
  17. hung

    Gold Member

    Joined:
    May 10, 2004
    Messages:
    2,766
    Albums:
    1
    Likes Received:
    51
    Gender:
    Male
    Location:
    USA
    What Am I? You are experiencing a lot of concerns. At your age, I also did some experimenting. Did that make me a bad person? I think Not.

    I just reviewed your Gallery. You appear Normal and have a lot to be proud of. I would encourage you to review my pictures.

    I continue to enjoy life and urge you to also do so. You have received a lot of good information from those who posted to your question before me.

    Enjoy life.
     
  18. schwulboy1989

    schwulboy1989 Active Member

    Joined:
    Jan 1, 2009
    Messages:
    470
    Albums:
    4
    Likes Received:
    53
    Gender:
    Male
    Location:
    Huntersville, NC
    I'm putting you at a Kinsey 2. Granted, this is from FOREVER ago, so no telling what you are now, but at the time of this post, I'd put you at a Kinsey 2.
     
Draft saved Draft deleted