I tend to view my equals as superior and that in itself gives me insecurities about so many insignificant things that I view were significant, and that holds me back in some ways. And I'm insecure as hell about my looks. I mean it's on and off, one second I look at myself in the mirror and think, damn, that should be illegal, then the next day I wake up and swear that I'm the ugliest motherfucker on the planet. In turn, that also makes me insecure about women as well, much like every guy is. I'm just afraid that the people I love the most will either stop loving me, or die, or go insane, or something to prevent them from being themselves. Pretty common stuff. I think.