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While my whole life I have been told by people I know and by strangers that I’m very handsome. Sometimes I see it and sometimes I don’t. It has always been an issue with me and has affected my relationship... feeling I’m not good looking enough or sexy enough. Those feeling of course transfer to my partner by me thinking he wants others and is attracted to others. When we first met if someone showed him attention or if someone caught his eye it would throw me into a tailspin. As the years went by I pushed myself further and further away. Long story short, trying to work issues out issues regarding looks and other issues in the relationship. It didn’t help that we went 20 years with no affection or intimacy but we always still cared for each other. Which is why we stayed with each other. Of course over the 20 years I never cheated and he has told me he hasn’t but of course we are human and each of us has spent time on the internet. I found his Manhunt profile and that has brought up a TON of issues for me. I never created a profile on a hookup site. And while I have been no angel and been here on LPSG. His profile has thrown me into another tailspin. Trying to work through issues and I have my good days and bad days... today being a bad day. UGH!
I would love to hear your thoughts on this or what insecurities you might have.
Thanks for listening.
I would love to hear your thoughts on this or what insecurities you might have.
Thanks for listening.