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Do you think their gross? Do they all look ugly to you?
I ask this, because I think all guys are pretty ugly. Some people are easier to look at, sure, but for the most part guys are ugly and gross. I don't like being touched by people. Guys, ugly girls (or super fat ones) (i know I'm a jerk, but im ugly so i can say that).
People call me a homophobe because I don't like guys to touch me. Although no girls touch me, i have had fat ugly ones touch me and i cringe because I feel like they want me and I don't like being wanted by somebody unnatractive.
Among straight guys, at least in my experience, the only reason you really touch another guy, is to pretend you are gay. Thats all I see among the males I know. Its ALWAYS a game of how gay can you be, without actually being gay lol.
When I feel warm skin, I want it to be the soft warm skin of a smooth hot sexy female, not all hairy and gross of a man. I'm sorry I don't like it. I don't hate gay people, I have a very good friend who is gay and I love the guy to death (hope he dont die! lol) And I would not mind if he got me in a headlock or grabbed my shoulder or tried to squeeze me to death in a bear hug (has happened lol). Or to console me if I'm down.
But I have a real problem with the people I know touching me all the damn time, and they call me a homophobe, even though I get called queer all the time because I like cats and stupid shit like that. Such hypocrits. Back in highschool my friends would make up gay little hand shakes where we would like stroke eachothers arms like we liked eachother and stuff, and that was fine I thought it was fun.
I think maybe its just the current group of people I know, they are the women in front of stove, men drinkin beer, watching football, and fishing guys, any other way of thought makes you a fag, and all fags should die and go to hell. But then they come and tell me my hair is soft and touch me n poke me n shit and call me a homophobe when I get pissed at them.
Now I change my mind, I kinda answered my own question. I think its the fact that these people do these things on purpose, rather than my real friends who were just joking around and being fun. I know my old friends had no problem with gay people and werent narrow minded, football loving cat hating, assholes. Now that I think back, if we had to sit close or whatever there was no problem. But these new people I would have a problem.
I work with most of these new people. And although they are good people and I like them, they really piss me off sometimes.
I dunno what the fuck im trying to say in this post anymore. lol.
I ask this, because I think all guys are pretty ugly. Some people are easier to look at, sure, but for the most part guys are ugly and gross. I don't like being touched by people. Guys, ugly girls (or super fat ones) (i know I'm a jerk, but im ugly so i can say that).
People call me a homophobe because I don't like guys to touch me. Although no girls touch me, i have had fat ugly ones touch me and i cringe because I feel like they want me and I don't like being wanted by somebody unnatractive.
Among straight guys, at least in my experience, the only reason you really touch another guy, is to pretend you are gay. Thats all I see among the males I know. Its ALWAYS a game of how gay can you be, without actually being gay lol.
When I feel warm skin, I want it to be the soft warm skin of a smooth hot sexy female, not all hairy and gross of a man. I'm sorry I don't like it. I don't hate gay people, I have a very good friend who is gay and I love the guy to death (hope he dont die! lol) And I would not mind if he got me in a headlock or grabbed my shoulder or tried to squeeze me to death in a bear hug (has happened lol). Or to console me if I'm down.
But I have a real problem with the people I know touching me all the damn time, and they call me a homophobe, even though I get called queer all the time because I like cats and stupid shit like that. Such hypocrits. Back in highschool my friends would make up gay little hand shakes where we would like stroke eachothers arms like we liked eachother and stuff, and that was fine I thought it was fun.
I think maybe its just the current group of people I know, they are the women in front of stove, men drinkin beer, watching football, and fishing guys, any other way of thought makes you a fag, and all fags should die and go to hell. But then they come and tell me my hair is soft and touch me n poke me n shit and call me a homophobe when I get pissed at them.
Now I change my mind, I kinda answered my own question. I think its the fact that these people do these things on purpose, rather than my real friends who were just joking around and being fun. I know my old friends had no problem with gay people and werent narrow minded, football loving cat hating, assholes. Now that I think back, if we had to sit close or whatever there was no problem. But these new people I would have a problem.
I work with most of these new people. And although they are good people and I like them, they really piss me off sometimes.
I dunno what the fuck im trying to say in this post anymore. lol.