If people have criticised you it is wholly based on the content of your post and is a reflection of the kind of things you have revealed about yourself therein and the actual things you have written and the views you have espoused. Take it or leave it. :wink:
I have taken it, and I have gotten some good insights from posts that are thoughtful and well articulated, such as yours. I have no problem with criticism, which is why I posted this in a woman's forum and thanked people for their input. I referred to being amused by name calling and labeling, which brings nothing to the discussion.
My original statement "My experience in this forum is that many members like to name call and label, which I find amusing, if unproductive."
I was not surprised by some of the strong responses, my op was pretty harsh, which was indicative of my state when I wrote it. I had just returned from over 10 days away from home, was excited to see my gf, had exchanged some very hot emails with her, and was looking forward to a nice passionate reunion. What I got was EXTREMELY disappointing, she was more interested in tv & sleeping than interacting with me, and I spent much time trying to discuss this with her. I was left with the feeling that she just wants to be left alone in her secure place, ignore the issue, and give me just enough attention, affection and sex to keep me quiet. When I re-read the messages we exchanged it became obvious that I was hot for her and she was giving me the "oh yeah, me too" obligatory response.
As far as seeing my own flaws, I do, admitted them in an earlier post, and if you read everything I have tried to elicit from my gf what is bugging her. I just think she is bored with me. We have been together for 12 years and the things about me that used to be interesting to her are now an annoyance. I travel without her a lot to participate in activities she has no interest in: Backcountry hiking/camping in Yellowstone, amateur car racing, off-road motorcycling, skiing, fishing. When she met me she thought it was great that I did these things, now she just resents me being away. I ask her to come but as she has learned in the past sitting in the pits at a racetrack is hot/noisy/boring so she doesn't want to come. Instead she gives me a hard time about going. What the fuck? She knew all these things before she got involved with me. I love you, now change. My response to her is that I don't mind if she participates in activities I don't have an interest in and I will not give her a hard time. But she is very old fashioned and believes that if you truly love somebody you participate in everything together and should be willing to forego things if either party objects. I refuse to compromise by giving up my interests and to her that means I am being selfish and not putting her first.
This has been an interesting thread for me, I have found the responses thought provoking and informative, and appreciate people taking their time to respond. I hope to resolve my relationship issues because what we have has been awesome in the past. I will never get married because I believe that people tend to take others for granted after a while, and that most relationships fade into a dull routine. I am trying to prove myself wrong.