I am a 36 year old married man (to a beautiful woman) with 2 children. I am considered to be very goodlooking to both sexes. Tell me what my gay to straight ratio is according to the following: 1. Never had any type of physical sexual contact with a male (no kissing, fondling, sucking or fucking.) 2. I have only thought of men while jacking off. 3. Have been married for 12 years and only had sex with my wife under 20 times. I tried to in the begining but she kinda lost interest in sex with me after (while being 8 months pregnant) found my stash of 40 gay porno mags. We last had sex 3 years ago when my 2 year old was concieved. 3. I was raised without a father, so I was never exposed to typically straight male interests. Therefore, I love old movies, fashion, art, and everthing else my mother was into. 4. Due to the above, I am kinda feminine in my way of behaving. Not flaming, but act and kinda talk like my mother. 5. I am only atracted to older hairy masculine men. I guess a father type of replacement. 6. After not seeing my father for 22 years (last saw him when I was 4), I whent to visit him in TX and one night after getting really drunk together, he hit on me. ( This to be discussed in more detal later) Anyway, I did not allow it to happen and have not seen him in 6 years. However, (this maybe kinda sick) I have had sexual fantasies involving him ever since. 7. I am addicted to gay porn and spend 3-4 hours per day searching gay porn on the net.