Okay, I'll bite.
I am almost at the point of being my idea of the ultimate woman - ultra feminine with a hint of mystery and able to intuit the needs of my man and fulfill them, intelligent, ethical, honest, communicative, artistic, logical but emotional, spiritual, sensual and sexual, to be fascinating, dependable yet unpredictable, loyal, loving and giving, able to sacrifice for the good of others, to be deep - never a shallow or superficial person, to be selfless and unselfish, kind and considerate, to share intimacy, with a sense of humor and ability to forgive all, tuned into the needs of others with the intent to help as much as possible to see those needs are met, to look for good in others, living the principles of my faith - a seeker of Truth, bringing idealism into my own reality, doing no harm to another living soul, to show forth good character and always return love for abuse, and to curb my tongue and control my temper (still working on this). I'm certain I've left out several. I'm my own hardest/toughest judge.
I seek good, Truth, integrity, honesty, beauty, unconditional love, all things which are of God in this world, to be as Christlike as possible. In essence, to be the best woman/person it is humanly possible for me to be and never to settle for less.
You asked.