Before everyone gets all bent out of shape, I am 19. I did something (or I guess I should say had something done to me) that I felt a little guilty about and was wondering if anyone else was ever in my boat.
I have been mowing the lawn for a guy who lives across the street since I was about 14. He is not that old, maybe 45 or so, but he works a lot and well when I was 14 it was a good way to make a few bucks. I live in CA so the lawns are not that big, easy money. I kept doing it until last year but this summer he asked me if I would doing it again because he recently had shoulder surgery and I agreed.
I have known this guy forever and he has never done anything weird to me or anything like that. He has seen me in my bathing suit and without my shirt on mowing his lawn or my lawn like a million times so I am not sure why this time was nay different. I didn't even know he was gay because well I never really thought about and I didn't know he knew I was bi because well Im not out about it.
Long story short, this Saturday after I finished mowing my lawn and his he told me to come in and he would write me a check for the month. It was hot so I had no shirt on but like I said that is pretty normal for me and the other guys on my street. When I got in the house he made some small talk about how college was going and was I bored this summer. I told him I missed the girls (I do) and then it got strange. He asked if I was missing the boys too (I do) but I got all defensive with him. I told him I didn't know what he was talking about but he was all like I know you like guys and shit. I tried to stick to my story but I guess the sex talk kinda made me a little horny and I admited I was bi. He then asked if he could blow me and I don't know why but I agreed. He went right to work and I think I came in like 5 minutes. I didn't do anything else with him, pulled up my shorts and went home and showered for like an hour. He is not a bad guy or anything but I just feel so disgusted by the whole thing now.
I have been mowing the lawn for a guy who lives across the street since I was about 14. He is not that old, maybe 45 or so, but he works a lot and well when I was 14 it was a good way to make a few bucks. I live in CA so the lawns are not that big, easy money. I kept doing it until last year but this summer he asked me if I would doing it again because he recently had shoulder surgery and I agreed.
I have known this guy forever and he has never done anything weird to me or anything like that. He has seen me in my bathing suit and without my shirt on mowing his lawn or my lawn like a million times so I am not sure why this time was nay different. I didn't even know he was gay because well I never really thought about and I didn't know he knew I was bi because well Im not out about it.
Long story short, this Saturday after I finished mowing my lawn and his he told me to come in and he would write me a check for the month. It was hot so I had no shirt on but like I said that is pretty normal for me and the other guys on my street. When I got in the house he made some small talk about how college was going and was I bored this summer. I told him I missed the girls (I do) and then it got strange. He asked if I was missing the boys too (I do) but I got all defensive with him. I told him I didn't know what he was talking about but he was all like I know you like guys and shit. I tried to stick to my story but I guess the sex talk kinda made me a little horny and I admited I was bi. He then asked if he could blow me and I don't know why but I agreed. He went right to work and I think I came in like 5 minutes. I didn't do anything else with him, pulled up my shorts and went home and showered for like an hour. He is not a bad guy or anything but I just feel so disgusted by the whole thing now.
