A nice-looking young man in his 20's. started dancing with me at the bar a few months ago. I talked to him some, but got a little scared when he started describing his drug use, He even tried heroin once. He said he was bisexual and liked older, in-shape guys. I didn't follow up on the encounter.
An man of 72 keeps calling, but he keeps getting his stuff taken by young tricks. He is an alcoholic and lives in a large facility for disabled people.
An older (late 60's) man in my talk group expressed an interest in a relationship, but his big belly and homebody life style just don't appeal to me.
A homeless guy in his 30's stayed with me off and on for six years but the sex was infrequent and more of an "arrangement". Skinny, alcoholic, crack-user.
I'm beginning to feel I don't have that much to offer. An older friend called me recently after several months, but he has a lover and seems to get restless once in a while.
A somewhat countrified, mentally off, 25-year-old fooled around with me at my friends apartment, then got up and started fooling around with the other two guys there.
I know, I know, believe in yourself, self-confidence, blah blah. I've had several major let-downs in the last 12 years in relationships and jobs, and I suppose I am still trying to recover. I know self-pity and desperation are unattractive, especially at 59.
Now, who wants to go on a date?:biggrin1:
