I am a married guy in my forties, I've had sex with 20 plus women. Big breasted women are my thing. But, I have a strong urge every now and then to suck cock. Not just any cock though, It has to be big. only the cock though. I have no interest in the guy at all, honest. I dont care what he looks like as long as he's hung like a donkey. You could give me the best looking guy in the world with an average dick and I would turn him away for the fat ugly guy with a big cock everytime. I am at present invoved with a married neighbour who lets me suck his cock about once a week. No frills, just suck this, swallow my load then shut the door on the way out. Thats just the way I like it. (he's 9 easily, wife doesn't like blow jobs) I have no desire to fuck or be fucked, kiss, caress, talk or any of that bullshit. Am I alone in this? Is it unusual? Help me out.