So I was seeing this girl for a bit...I was friends with her but we always had this mutual attraction going on and whatever. We started unofficially dating. We would go out with our mutual friends, and maybe I didn't notice this before about her, but I noticed she always kept dropping innuedos about size, and how she likes "big ones". She would do it very often, somtimes like up to 5 times in one night. It was always stupid and immature on her part, maybe in hopes of sounding "cool"...it'd be completely random, for example, if she found a phallic-like object and it was kind of big, she would make a point out of it. One thing I forgot to mention is that maybe a few months before I began seeing her, she had this supposed religious epiphany and because of it, made a promise to herself that she would not have sex till she got married (just wait...). Well, back to what I was saying, she would constantly talk about her supposed love for "big ones". By now, we have slept in my bed and she DID feel my boner(s) through my shorts (she said it herself), and she continued with the size mentionings and all of that. If you don't already know, I'm pretty average at something like 6-6.5" x 5-5.25", so the things she kept consistantly saying were not exactly flattering me. Back to this religious epiphany thing though, she told my friend (who later told me) that she was "seriously reconsidering her decision" on whether or not to have sex before she's married because of me. But wait--I'm average, not big. "Small" by her standards, maybe. Why does she so badly want to have sex with me? It didn't make sense to me. Then I started thinking a bit and I noticed that she would very often tell me that I would not make her "feel special as a girl" or in a sense seperate her from "the others". Was she really just trying to make me jelous? The reason it's just kind of weird is because she was saying those things before, during and after my fling with her, she just seemed to emphasise it more after me not really responding to her cries of extra attention. Eitherway, she pisses me off. That's one thing you cannot try to break a guys ego with...I could of very easily told her that her completely 100% flat tits was mysterious considering she was a bit pudgy among other terrible things, but I'm not that cold of a person. She's just vile to me anyways though. Sorry about that. Anyways, reflect please!