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Discussion in 'Et Cetera, Et Cetera' started by earllogjam, Jan 11, 2009.
To move out of town for school.
To decide to start doing ecstasy.
To not kill myself.
Yo man I don't know that shit...Keepin it real.
I wouldn't like to categorize them, but they all involved giving up without a fight.
It' really to personal to share.
A combination of what they said.
Quiting Drinking and drugs.
Not killing myself. (thanks, Think Kink!)
Paper or plastic
heads or tails
Starsky or Hutch
In no particular order:
Come out to myself (took 30 years).
Get myself fired to take time off from life and work to reorient my life despite the fact I know I'd literally be broke and stuck living with my father by the end (reboot life midway through is very scary)
Trusting people at LPSG with the barest truth in order to make the second happen. (I'm easily hurt and my real life friends all lived hundreds or thousands of miles away).
The true third thing I don't want to post because it's too revealing: Letting go of the man I believed was the love of my life. (knowing he may read this thread)
Difficult in a sense even though I knew it was the right thing to do:
Having my beloved Chesapeake, Tristan, euthanized due to advanced cancer. I am immensely proud of the fact that I stayed with him until the very end and he died in my lap. Keeping it together was close to impossible.
Took three tries over 9 years before I actually managed to go thru with it.
Wow, most of this could be me, word for word. Its been easier to lose People than my little buddy. Thanks