angellady84
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Three years... He, "N" led me on... Let me fall in love with his 2 beautiful little boys, "Z" and "Q", who were the most perfect angels... Even went so far as to convince my whole family I was what he wanted. Then after all this he txtx me outta the blue one day "by the way I'm going back to my wife and we're gonna try for a baby girl." I felt like I died that day. I can deal the heartache but he hurt his kids (who weren't his wife's kids either) I remember one time I got to babysit (I was happy to spend every moment I could with those boys!) and the 4 year old "Z" cried because he wanted to stay with me and not have to go home... and another time when "Z" looked at his dad as they were on their way out the door, and referring to me asks "Daddy, do you love her?" "N" turned bright red and grinned ear to ear at "Z" and then at me.
Since then I am very much afraid of falling in love again... and thats hard when your dream is to get married and have a loving family with 2 boys and a girl....
Since then I am very much afraid of falling in love again... and thats hard when your dream is to get married and have a loving family with 2 boys and a girl....