I think about it all the time... to the point where I almost have out of body-type experiences and it freaks me out so I stop thinking about it. It's almost other-worldly. I know at this point that tons of people probably think I'm crazy, and that's okay. Not only do I think of why I'm here, but I think of how I got here. I think back to the beginning of the universe. I wonder how the universe started. I wonder how God, who is nothing and everything at the same time, could create the universe, and why he would create it. And if he created everything, then who created God? How did he come to be? How big is the universe? How incredibly small are we in all of this? How little do we really mean, seeing how incredibly expansive the universe is? Does the universe end? How can it literally go on for eternity? What's out there, beyond what we can see with hubble telescopes and whatnot? After thinking these thoughts for a good several minutes is when I start to get that weird out of body-type thing. It's fucked up. I think I know my purpose in this life. And it's to work with troubled kids so they don't grow up to be troubled adults. I'm one of those people who cries every time they hear about something bad happening to a child. I was watching the news a few weeks ago and read about some 2 or 3 year old girl who was shot accidentally in a drive by, and that she was in the hospital in a coma, and her brain was inactive. I cried for like, 20 minutes or so, and I'm starting to cry again just thinking about her. She ended up dying. It fucking kills me. These kids are our future, and look at what we're doing to them? What gives us the right? But back to the original topic. I'm one of those people who honestly believes in a deeper meaning in everything that happens in my life. I greet everyone with a smile and a hello, and I respect everyone. I think that every single person I meet in my life was there for a reason. Everyone from my closest family members to the clerk at the grocery store. I believe in my intuition... my sixth sense. I believe in karma and fate. I believe in doing what feels right, no matter whether anyone else thinks it's right or not. I believe in living in the now and not in the past or in the future. I believe in unconditional love. I believe that I learn things every single day. And not just factual things, like 1+1=2. But deeper things, things that will impact the rest of my life. I believe that everyone does the best they can with what they have. I believe that everyone does what they think is right, despite how wrong society says it is (i.e., Hitler). *sigh* This post ended up being a lot longer than I initially intended, and I apologize for that. Hope I didn't ramble too much.