I'm very much into mindful masturbation and usually, I masturbate daily in a ritual for at least an hour and sometimes I'll masturbate all day. I am now multi-orgasmic so I don't usually have a "full ejaculation". My daily ritual usually goes like this:
I awake with a very rigid and precumming morning wood. Naked I lay exploring my body while stroking my hard shaft and my cum filled balls. During the process of doing my yoga stretches, I was reminiscing my reading of I was now ready to prepare for the Ritual Worship of the Spring Equinox. Springing my feet to make myself a protein shake of bananas and berries, drinking it down I knew I would need the extra energy for my worship this morning.
Next to the shower to prepare my body with a soapy wash, complete body shave and then a deep cleaning with my silicone comfort nozzle. Drying and all over applying Jojoba Oil to all of my skin. Then sliding a cock ring as I head naked to my personal ritual altar space.
Decorated in soothing colors, the rainbow flag, wall and ceiling mirrors, a table with a large candle and laptop, lube, Tenga Eggs I use for masturbating and books of readings or prayers, photos, carving, a table with a large candle and dildos as a reminder of Phallus, God Cock! I light the table candle and then all twelve large votive candles on the carpeted floor to complete the number of lit candles to #13. In Wicca representing my determination and good luck, moving with the flow of divine energy and as well the feminine role of my gay sexuality, my role as a worshiper of cock, a beta male, a cocksucker and insatiable bottom, kneeling for an Alpha male for him to throat fuck me orally or anally to seed and connect with as many Alpha males as possible.
Kneeling on the floor with my lube and Tenga Egg next to my dense foam dildo mount for straddling. Placing a dildo in the mount, then applying lube to the Tenga Egg. I'm feeling the sensation of pleasure and electric energy flowing thru my body kneeling, legs spread wide in the middle of the candlelight circle with my masturbation music softly playing. I finger my erect nipples, sliding my hands over my hairless pubic area, caress my shaved balls, gliding my finger into my oiled hole, then sliding the lubed Tenga Egg over my cock as I stroke my swelling cock, palm the inside of my clean-shaven thighs, feeling the magic working thru my erotic zones, kegeling and feeling my the muscles around my anus tighten and release. Reflecting on the worship of this Spring Equinox day in honoring Phallus, Lord Cock! Venerating my male urge of self-pleasuring and self-love. I begin the slideshow of photos hot, nude men I have copied collected on my laptop.
I ready the dildo in my dense foam mount with Boy Butter, my favorite and as well my clean-shaven anus. Straddling the dildo mount I lower my lubed hole over the thick dildo, taking all 8" of the dildo in me to the hilt. My cock jumps as the dildo pressures my prostate. Begin masturbating my Tenga Egg on my hard cock while "cowboy" riding the dildo, thrusting my hips up and down the full length of the dildo as I chant my cock prayers to Lord Cock while dreaming of kneeling before you watching the slideshow of hot pics and hoping in real time I would have an alpha male offering your swollen cock for me to orally worship in the name of Lord Cock. Feeling him throat fuck me with his hands behind my head. Calling me a cocksucker and how privileged I am to be sucking his cock. His moment arrives when he can no longer hold back and I feel your cock throbbing and spewing jets of your hot precious seed of life flowing down my throat! I now feel my cock beginning to erupt, remove the Tenga Egg and finish stroking my lubed cock and watching my ropes of cum launch from my cock and landing on a silver plate in front of me. I finish dripping every drop my cum onto the plate with the dildo fully buried in my ass as a reminder that I would be so honored to be anally seeded by you. Then reaching down for the silver plate to lick up and swallow every drop of my cum on the plate.