Idk if this counts, because I don't work out at the moment, but lately I've come to a crossroads in life where I want to start making some positive changes, and part of that includes my body image.
I've always been self conscious about my body. For the first part of my life, that included my size below the belt, but over the past several years, I've gotten over that and have come around to being proud of it. Now I want the rest of my body to match that.
Always been self conscious about being skinny, but I recently went through a period of depression that affected my sleeping and eating habits, eating one meal a day, sometimes not even that, and I lost even more weight, to the point I looked and felt like Christian Bale in The Machinist (Google it to know what I'm talking about).
And I feel like this period of time is time that was stolen from my life, where life is slipping me by and I'm remaining stagnant. So, I want to take advantage of the time I have left, and pursue things that will make me happy and confident.
So, I just recently downloaded an app to start keeping track of my calorie intake. I've calculated I need to start ingesting 3,000 calories a day. Just eating whatever at first, maybe peanuts and protein shakes to fill in the gaps. I just need to start putting on weight.
Then, once I start that I want to start a weightlifting and training routine.
It's all kind of daunting to me at the moment, but I feel like that might be a good beginning. For the longest time, I had been really unhealthy, smoking cigs like crazy, not eating well at all. Now that I'm in my 30's, I'm starting to feel like I'm just wasting my time and letting my life pass me up, these past couple years. Like I've been serving a self imposed prison sentence, and I need to parole myself. I've still been managing to find some luck in the female department, that's another thing that it took me a long time to teach myself how to put myself out there. But I want to be more confident. Not feeling like I'm having to fake confidence, if that makes sense
I really sympathize with anybody who is having trouble making changes in life, be it exercise and diet, or getting out and meeting people, or just feeling good about themselves