It was a rainy night. Alot of wind. The house was shaking and the pics on the wall were shaking. My dick had been getting hard already, but I didnt know what to do with it till that night. I remember being really scared. My dick got hard and starting holding it. Every time a pic on the wall or the window made noise , I would move fast in bed, stroking my cock without really knowing what I was doing. I was the oldest kid, only had a sister at the time, went to private school. Wasnt aloud to talk or speak to any kids on my block. I kept stroking it till I shot. I remember thinking that I pissed all over my shirt and on the bed. I didnt know what to do. I couldnt ask my parents, didnt have any siblings or friends that I would talk about this. I went to the bathroom to look what I had done to my self. That was the first time I saw cum. It was all over. I cleaned myself up and thought I had hurt my self in some way. I started doing it more and more. I used to talk to some of the kids on the block in the alley, behind the garage and thru the fence. I asked one of them, his name was buddy. He told me I was jacking off. I was 8 at the time.