It had to have been after I started having sex, because I didn't know it was a large until after I started having sex and all the guys were making (sometimes incredulous) comments about it. I actually wanted to be the penetrator all the time at first, but soon determined that most guys couldn't or wouldn't handle it orally or anally, or at least not to my satisfaction. After dozens of poor or painful blowjobs, I stopped wasting time and just got on my knees first thing. I was determined to show these guys what good cocksucking was.