When Did You Realize Your Endowment Was Below Average

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As a companion to the thread “when did you realize your endowment was large”, let’s hear some insights into when and how you first discovered you were smaller than average.

We are talking that your final adult sized endowment is below average, so 18+ stories only, please.

I will start it off: although my hard size is now considered average but the studies published in the last decade, bulky soft size is definitely below average.

in High School, I had measured my boner and it was about half an inch shorter than what was then considered average. So I just assumed I’d “grow into” average. I was sort of a nerd/book guy rather than an athlete, so I was never around locker rooms or open nudity.

in college, however, my roommate encouraged me to work out to gain confidence. He was a fitness jut who had billed up stating as a freshman in high school. I took his advice and started working out. For the first time I was in open locker rooms with college guys that we not nearly as modest as the PE locker room. And I noticed that everyone seemed to hang and flop. The other guys dicks seemed to have a weight of their own. While kind sort of bobbed up and down or stuck out. (Working out always leaves me at my worst as well.)

noticing this, I did some online research and found out what average was. Remeasuring, I found out that my bone was decidedly below average. (Later I realized my thickness, which wasn’t even talked about in the stats of the time, was above average, leading to an overall average erection.)

Some time after this, a drunken conversation with some college girls about the size of their boyfriends led to a late night drunk conversation with some of my college friends about our own endowment. Out of the men who self-reported their size, I tied for the smallest. Now, that was self-reported, so I know there was likely some exaggeration. But none of the guys claimed an outrageous size (the biggest claimed 7 inches). And their relative claims matched their soft endowment as seen in the locker room. So I left the conversation convinced that—even if some of the measurements were exaggerated—I was most likely the amount the smallest men in my crew of 5 or so best college friends.

that night I jacked off in my dorm room explicitly thinking about size for the first time. Specifically how my friend who claimed 7” had a head-length on me... how he could go deeper into a pussy than I could, and how he now knew it.

so those 3 factors combined to make me realize I was below average.
1) noticing I had a smaller hang than other college men in the locker room
2) measuring verses average length statistics at the time
3) drunken conversation where college friend openly talked about their size.


Of course, I now know my hard on is pretty much average. And I’ve never had a problem feeling like I couldn’t please a woman. (There are posts I’ve made about this elsewhere). But this experience in my freshman/sophomore years in college forever burned the image of myself as a smaller endowed man in my male ego.