i think i was about 3. the "boy next door" , he must have been 8 or 9, asked me if i wanted to see a dead crab. he took my hand and led me into his garage, where he picked me up and stood me on a chair. he then removed my clothes and knelt down and sucked my little dick while stroking his big one. after sucking me for a while, he stood up, put me on the ground and put his dick in my mouth and began pumping. he came in my mouth, and i remember how unusual it tasted. i recall what a pleasant experience it was, and we did it almost everyday after that until my mother and i moved a few years later. i was hooked on cock then, and proceeded to suck off other boys in the neighborhood, and would suck my stepfathers big cock when my mother wasn't home. i don't know whether i was born gay, or just got sucked into it! i never did see the dead crab.