my friend B. i met her in high school. i dunno why but i've always been a target for getting made fun of/bullied at school. i was new, had just moved there. when i would walk through the hallway to my first class, people would throw shit at me and i could never figure out who it was. otherwise, i'm sure i would've kicked their ass cuz i don't put up with people's shit. also, one day, i was walking out to my car during lunch. we had off-campus lunch, which to me was AWESOME. well i got to my car and there was glue ALL over my car!! it was the white elmer's glue. i was so pissed off. it was all in the door handle so no matter what, i got glue on me. it was on the hood of my car and the windshield. i had enough after that day, and i told my mom that i wasn't going back. i went to my room and cried my eyes out the rest of the day because i was already depressed as it was, and that just made it worse. i didn't have any friends there. i had some people that i sat with in some classes but i didn't know anything about them. so i went to the alternative school there and it was the greatest experience of my life. it's where i met B. we were both going through tough times. we both believe that we saved each other. i did a complete 180. i went from getting nothing but F's to getting A's, and it was the first time that i had ever...enjoyed life. and it's when i realised that i need to take my education more seriously. i finally realised how important it is to get ahead in life. before i went to that school, i didn't give a shit about anything. i hated everything and everyone. i didn't grow up with any particular religion, but what i always admired about her was that she was religious, and she had her head on her shoulders. it was refreshing to have someone in my life that was a positive influence. she is very kind and genuine. we had the best of fun together and we've helped each other through the bad times. i had only met her father once. he passed away not too long after.
so because of her, i am who i am today.
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so because of her, i am who i am today.
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