My first girlfriend asked me what my size was before we ever had sex (it's a long story, but when we began dating she moved to another state so it became a long distance thing, so we started having phone sex before we ever did anything, weird I know). When she asked, I very honestly told her "I don't know, like 6 1/2"?" She said cool then the next day when we were talking she said "So I looked at a ruler and saw 6 1/2"...it's a pretty good size". I felt happy but didn't really care at the same time since I assumed I was just average (which I still believe I am). After her, I had several hook ups, no girl ever mentioned size or whatever and I didn't care, I don't expect girls to. Then one girl I recently started getting with told me I had a nice cock the day after we hooked up while we reflected on our sexcapades. It wasn't until I showed some chick my dick on cam and she told me that it was small later. I got really insecure and while googling ran into penissizedebate.com. According to the charts, I was at best just average and if a girl says that i have a "nice cock" or something like that, she was just trying to flatter me and that I was actually small. I believed it and became very insecure and for a long time thought I was small. I still kind of do, but joining this site has really helped me shed light on the reality of sizes, how important it is, among other things. I'm still trying to find the truth to clear my mind of any stupid insecurity.
But yeah, that's basically my story on why I've developed my insecurity and why I'm here. Sorry for the long read!
