Why I want to suck cock is a tough one to nail down. I’m definitely bi, but have a passion for sucking dick specifically.
For years I would look at girly magazines, but once i saw my first porn with a man’s cock, it changed me or woke something up as a young kid. I found myself always searching for pictures and video or even erotic stories that involved a cock or a blowjob. It was what showed me how to master bate. I was on this self guided journey to experience cock for myself without even knowing it at a young age. I found myself more intrigued at being the girl sucking cock, than being the guy getting head.
For me I think I enjoy the visual perspective of being on my knees between an older mans legs servicing his hard tool and him dominating me as if I’m his bitch. Plus, the manly scent a guy gives off is intoxicating for me and is too hard to not give in to pleasing him. Making a man cum from the pleasure I give his cock, is the largest attraction I have to sucking dick. Seeing, feeling a man’s warm cum squirt, shoot or pulse from his stiff prick is it’s own reward.
Be careful if you’ve never crossed that line. Because once you do, it’s very hard to stop.