For those of us who like to post our personal videos or photos online what exactly is your motive?
Is it to turn on a specific target audience?
Is it to heighten your own pleasure?
Is it to fulfill a closeted fantasy to be watched but with the safety of the distance of the internet?
Do you feel you need to look a certain way or act a certain way in the videos?
For couples how did you both agree to post the video or photos?
How do you feel about the comments?
Have you become more aware of anything about yourself since you started?
I started posting videos and photos awhile back at around 19. It started because I started working out and I liked the results. It was simply to show off. I sat in a chair in a hotel room and jerked off. However the comments from that first video really opened my eyes to the things I did and what people actually noticed. People weren't commenting on my chest and abs they were commenting most about my feet and the way I curled my toes. These were things i had no clue I was doing or even thought would be interesting to folks.
Another time I was on my bed and I just happened to flip over to hump my hands for a few seconds. I had never done so but I started to just for a minute. That minute in a 16 minute video became the most memorable part as now I was told I had a nice ass. Again a body part I had never taken any notice of.
Dick size was also something that I became more comfortable with. As a black man there is such a proliferation of large dicked black men in porn. I am by no means a huge guy just normal in my book, however, normal on a tall guy looks small. Reading some of the mixed comments were both embarrassing as well as reassuring as only a small few made any mention of it while the majority enjoyed the passion and sensuality of my masturbation.
Posting video's got me to be more aware and accepting of my body and more aware of pleasuring myself and it just made me wonder what others were getting out of it.
The Build Up (edging after work) - XTube Porn Video - oasi900
After a Swim - XTube Porn Video - oasi900
The Return - XTube Porn Video - oasi900
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Is it to turn on a specific target audience?
Is it to heighten your own pleasure?
Is it to fulfill a closeted fantasy to be watched but with the safety of the distance of the internet?
Do you feel you need to look a certain way or act a certain way in the videos?
For couples how did you both agree to post the video or photos?
How do you feel about the comments?
Have you become more aware of anything about yourself since you started?
I started posting videos and photos awhile back at around 19. It started because I started working out and I liked the results. It was simply to show off. I sat in a chair in a hotel room and jerked off. However the comments from that first video really opened my eyes to the things I did and what people actually noticed. People weren't commenting on my chest and abs they were commenting most about my feet and the way I curled my toes. These were things i had no clue I was doing or even thought would be interesting to folks.
Another time I was on my bed and I just happened to flip over to hump my hands for a few seconds. I had never done so but I started to just for a minute. That minute in a 16 minute video became the most memorable part as now I was told I had a nice ass. Again a body part I had never taken any notice of.
Dick size was also something that I became more comfortable with. As a black man there is such a proliferation of large dicked black men in porn. I am by no means a huge guy just normal in my book, however, normal on a tall guy looks small. Reading some of the mixed comments were both embarrassing as well as reassuring as only a small few made any mention of it while the majority enjoyed the passion and sensuality of my masturbation.
Posting video's got me to be more aware and accepting of my body and more aware of pleasuring myself and it just made me wonder what others were getting out of it.
The Build Up (edging after work) - XTube Porn Video - oasi900
After a Swim - XTube Porn Video - oasi900
The Return - XTube Porn Video - oasi900
OASI900