I was going to say pride. It is something that men use as a term to insult each other as boys. "F" word was thrown around a lot when I was young. I still hate labels. Simply put there are some men on here that could come over here tonight and take out a nice hard dick and I would slobber suck the hell out of him. But the next day I could be into the lady's and I am good with that. As it is I have an unnatural desire for females. But they are(not all of them) going through some difficult changes in our society. They have taken on a role that seems somewhat more aggressive than before. The label black widow is one I used for my last ex. And she had come to me and cheated and I to her the same way. We lied and snuck around for a year and then she started saying she loved me and I was not able to honest so I said I did too. I then had a night where when she was about to cum she grasped me in her legs and started telling me to fill her with my cum. Now a man will think anything is hot when this moment arrives, but I had known this wasn't normal. I have had a lot of sex over the years and my judgment had let me down this time. This was a black widow moment. I had to bread her and now she was going to eat me. And nine months later she did. I was blackmailed and nailed with support and signed over rights and then was spun for a couple more dances always leading me back to this endless hot and off routine. The single biggest reason I was not going to stay with her is that she was so abusive verbally and my kid saw that. I was not able to trust her and she lied to get a fake restraining order. We later had her agree to drop it for a mutual but now I only get a call a week with my kid and she breaks every agreement she signs and admits that it is deliberate to drain me of money. She won't allow me to see my kid and says I am sick. She had five of us testing for my kids DNA. Would anyone trust someone after that and the blackmail?
And so it goes to the comment. Life is complicated. I am bi, I suppose. I have had fun with both sexes. I am easily taken advantage of either way. I have a nice dick and I like to have it shoot lots of big loads. I also love to eat really hairy 1970's porn bush and ladies are physically more attractive to my eyes. But I like a nice big hard cock too. And that feeling of being bad can be oh so good. Anyone want to come to Minnesota and meet me at a park. I can breathe through my nose and never gag unless I am asked to. I like getting too. I am not Gay though. lol And my term means I won't fall in love you. And an "F" word has been long since retired. So bi is where I leave it. I eat and I suck. But mostly I am alone. So what difference does it make what I wish for? I wished I was rich, popular and immortal once too. DIdn't matter.
