I have always had a problem getting to know new people and have a lot of bad experiences with girls. I've had sex with only one girl and one guy (experimenting). As I get interested in someone, they always reject me and tells me they think I'm a great person, but only thinks of me as a friend. This really drives me crazy, since it has happened so many times... During the last four years, I've thought about my sexual orientation and found out that I could also be interested in guys, and in fact I'm deeply in love with a close friend of mine who's a guy. But do I give out some bad signals or something...? For example, I saw myself on video for the first time a little while ago, and I noticed that I actually appear gay unintentionally, even though I'm not, since I'm into both girls and guys. So maybe the reason is that girls don't want to commit with me is because they think I'm gay...? Is this an insane thought???