I dont know why. I'm not very out gay. Not at all actualy, my parents dont know (I dont thing so anyway) neither my friends. This is why I came to register here, and to see hot guys too lol And I always like men that are very manly and straight. The gay I see are more effiminate, and I dont like that, it's not sexy for me. But since straight are straight, it's not very lucky for me and I cannot touch them I find it hard to have desire for men, and falling for the wrong one.