Why this feeling..

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  1. goodsonora

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    As a 10-12 year boy I had a friend who used to live in same locality as I and who was about 15-16 years of age.

    He once initiated sex with me without I feeling anything in particular.

    I enjoyed his attentionion and at times I used to offer myself to him.

    I left the town after about 2 years and after that I never had a sexual relation with any man.

    Today when I remember that I feel sometimes doing again once with a totaly stranger,

    although I love having sex with women much more and had sexual relation with 5/6 women.

    I do not understand this urge within me of having sex with strange man.
     
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    you were abused. you should seek professional help.
     
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    I'm curious how this could be considered abused?

    To the OP, sounds like it was something you've enjoyed. Why would you not want to experience it again? It's natural to have those urges
     
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    let's use the extremes. one is 10 and the other is 16. i know most young boys experiment, but you don't see that as a bit of an extreme age gap. one of them is clearly well into puberty/young manhood and the other probably hasn't sprouted his first pubic hair or had his testicles drop. would you see it any different with a 14 year old and a 20 year old. i would love some other opinions, but i definitely see it as an older individual who is looked up to obviously by a much smaller, much more immature individual who probably sought the older boy's approval and obviously his attention.

    i'll stand by my first thought. creepy at best.
     
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    Ok, see your concern. I automatically took the minimum age difference and thought 12-15 is only 3 years, combined with the "enjoyed" and "offered myself", and thought "guys experimenting".
     
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